You need your peace, that no mental health issue your battling should keep you from achieving, nor anything to be ashamed about requiring a phone call to 911, the police or a visit to the ER, just to make sure you are okay, voices or not. Hell, chaos, that blarring sense of something being wrong, that unimaginable pressure you face in response to people you do or do not know, be faced with a hurt or a unimagined truth about you, to change love to disappointment, support to anger, is not something that The New York Post, or Star Magazine can teach anyone about life, using me for example, nor should any lawsuit give permission to change how I am known or what for, shorten my life, or change the meaning of my life, to mean something less than it is.

The basis for caring for a person, can be different for any kind of person, or type of love, I am not someone packed with bad experiences in life to explain for a medical condition, which if not viewed as preventable having improved, we would also want to be careful or punishing people for ending up in the ER, that is also not their fault, or mean a series of errors have taken place, that a person doing well, should have failed or missed something in terms of their thinking, that would produce a result, or reality or life as it is, chewing up and spitting out a person, view any place of question to exhibit a system of treatment one would think or be confused in hearing of me, decide to disregard my experiences in life, or my value, suddenly trust anyone else’s opinion of me, without anyone knowing me or having heard my story, or even published a book yet, it’s still my life to live, and my life to prove is a life worth living, and not allow fame, being famous, news related, OJ, law school, website, Instagram or social media, convince anyone that Im some place in terms of wellness, that I should forget or not be allowed to represent myself in the positive

We don’t go through life improving and ask for forgiveness for a medical condition, or a period in life, we endured offline, be online, be forced to be condemned, or admit to conditions or “voices” in a way that we should be punished, or that should taint our image, or change our appearance or excuse the use of medication or taking medication away, view obesity or disfigurement, a proper punishment, or accurate reflection of who I am as a person and how hard Ive worked to be well and level headed. I don’t think it’s easy to battle court online, with honesty, accuracy, with an attorney, or excuse any incident of bullying period, its not my life that should be shamed, or my presence that’s not strong or of value, mistaken, as something else, or a face or figure or car type that suggests that there being something wrong, or that something wrong being me, is not what to question the police or the CHP for a skill, they have, misdiagnose me as someone who is focused on others, or critical of my own safety, a person who is easily harmed, or misjudge any bullying or diagnosis, decide to change or devalue my story as representing something that’s not mindful.

Had I not had a good life, and been known for writing quotes and overcoming tremendous odds, I wouldn’t be online, to be exposed, and I would be from a story to get hurt as though Im supposed to be faced with criticism or disrespect in the face of the public or the people’s perception of a period in life I come from that should be met with respect, and to which no age should be a deciding factor about my innocence presence attitude in life, question my own confidences in life or value, changing the subject to anything else, sought to be blaring signaled to my forehead, expect me to go through life with a secret condition Ive not recovered from, or need to be places in life, to be left alone and not be fought. Life doesn’t stop and I don’t expect people to stop caring or take for granted an audience or anyones innocence for that matter, if I wasn’t online helping a success story, then I would need analytics or earn respect or privileges in life, that can easily be taken away, or strip me of respect confuse me as helpful or disabled, for offensive or hiding a sickness or possessing an illness, accuse my presence as unwell or unfit environmentally cause me to be insulted or allow for a changed treatment of me is not the solution to being a human being and treated equally, is to not pretend that Im famous, to not pretend I did not invest time and energy to be a company or be known, and to not misinterpret having a legal education, as something you can take from me my intelligence or medication or ability to do well or to fix myself and prove my worth, is not a joke.

To face accusation or be brought in court, and in public be rejected or to allow for anyone to attack me, or use court as an excuse to subject me as human being or forcing me to withstand the punishment of using the public or the people as a threat to my own safety and well being, make jokes or use humor, to disenlighten me, or use WordPress or technical difficulties to get stats against me, question my work ethic or actual following or purposes for following or the basis, is nothing anyone needs to keep track of or misdirect hate or anger toward me, for any reason, race or disease wise, is not what Im for.

Im not for being used to treat diagnoses, or help anyone who has done something wrong, use my personality against me, or consider imitation or displacement, or lost sense of peace as a threat to my well being, question my comprehension of victimization, or judge my own tolerance or mental capacity as being something controlled, small, or big, or the basis for change think I am some experiment, or someone with an unknown truth not beneficial to society to micromanage themselves or their sense of togetherness, is not a threat or a privilege I wish to step down, or step aside, or delete, or destroy who I am or be made unstable or made fun of for fighting voices or defending myself, or need to apologize for what that sounds like, it’s not about what mental illness looks like, or what intelligence looks like, or what stupid looks like, question my sense of control of abilities in life, or necessity for medication, or what suicide is, its about my life, and this being my job, and the importance of staying well, and the purposes for this blog, to support my good health and also be used as a means to support the health of others.