I don’t think I’m not doing my best considerate everyone’s going through a lot gets to live a normal life not hospitalized sued twice taken off meds changed appearance make the issue my disability or age I’m doing my best I worked hard to recover live in sober living be social it’s unfortunate to delay attendance working hard be supported clear on meds or relapse change my sober date make an issue of something being wrong or bring up the existence of voices terms not my voice force report or speak through me in the end I’m doing my best honest working hard to live among I’ve been through a lot earned privilege back lost homes cars money funding job website Twitter account computers outlines law school notes and binders ….. I don’t think being famous is easy I don’t forget who I am or how hard I worked to blog imagine difficulty in numbers not a long writer for many years took a long time to keep going write long. The standard is professional positions uplifting supportive social cordial approachable feminine detailed presentable clearly outlined campaign efforts recorded rank followed special and I’m sure in many ways I didn’t sell my website make money and in many ways people were helped following along worked hard to take on the challenge being organized share my story careful on issues save everything faced difficulty because of blogpros marked as spam not allowed to post my web address on Facebook and that’s okay something that couldn’t be fixed. I have to work hard take all comments rejections complaints seriously not something that should be common or uncommon for writing social media. Everyone is smart doing well advanced technology wise works hard matched moved on living life as adults and I’m sure we are all proud of everyone I’m sad if for any reason I faced difficulty recovered then studied make fun of me scared punish for a year and lose my boyfriend in and out of the ER …. I did my best. Lucky to travel. I think I do have disability just learned I have a heart condition doing my best I perceive help friendship forewarning control focus issue with difficulty and that’s okay I don’t need to change my disposition to question my stability innocence accuse my standing as poor or upsetting ….. everyone’s going through something no one wants you to get hurt no phone call message ex attorney is anything about me being big standing out offensive not belonging a frozen joke sometimes life isn’t about shopping one day in NY seeing my best friend getting my phone taken away unclear on what support is or who I am doing my best I just need to stay positive. Period. That’s okay lost weight a size 30 gained all my weight back my heaviest no big deal as a consequence it’s not helping voices earning my peace ….. it’s doing my best everyone is waiting on solution for an okay things are okay nothings anyone’s fault wants to hear about court treatment goals communications etc I’m doing my best to be open about job interviews self harm getting hurt or punished I really think I’m doing my best I’m not failing to argue for voices or negative terms have issues to mean any diagnosis change my status I can re-earn respect deal with being hurt privately I’m not bothering anyone politics are improving IMDb improved so I’m not telling anyone how it is going by anything or need a DA to fix my life help others fail to care or help or insightful as to film make fun of what represents what I really don’t think anything’s made to hurt me so I’m sorry that’s what you think.