Don’t let them win, when a bully is provoking you, insulting you, trying to hurt your feelings, get under your skin, drive you nuts, destroy you don’t let them. Don’t break character with who you are, simply because of what type of energy and words are being projected upon you. None of it is deserved, no matter how hard they try to convince everyone, of this lesser human being, rise above, if you don’t hurt them, ignore them, they cant hurt you, and will have to move on in life, and deal with the consequences, of deciding to turn on you, and exchange positivity, for negativity, no one does that to a person, that’s a choice, when someone goes there on that level of hate, that’s not normal, that’s not how you treat people, women, celebrity or not, big story or small story, none of it is deserved. I was thinking a lot lately of instability, and what not feeling well has resulted in, faced with my limits, and made fun of for what I sound like if my prose changes, and cut loose, I don’t think I need to change who I am based on what someone else is saying about me, trying to change my story, Im out here trying to help everyone, it’s not for the benefit of someone to learn and then hurt me, and pretend like hurting me is a game, that’s not how you treat people in life, that’s not normal, I don’t care who you are, based on who I am never in my life has anyone ever been so mean to me for no reason, it’s not deserved. Im not moving on, Im not getting married, Im not dating, I wish to be alone for the rest of my life, and not be bothered by this person, that’s my solution, for wasting years of my life, forcing me to engage in a way, that subjects me to harm. In the grand scheme of things, this person thinks he’s won and can say whatever he wants, and interpret me in the negative and that’s not fair to me, Ive worked too hard, written original work and arguments, I don’t deserve to be copied or for him to save my writing and hurt me, its my work, its my job, theyre my books, its my story, its not for anyone to assemble and steal and hack read conversations not authorized to read, hes not qualified to take care of me, Im under medical care, have a heart condition, I don’t understand why he reads, or why anyone he knows reads, I just think I deserve to live a separate life from someone who decides to turn support into anger, vengeance, and public displays, with a cold heart, relentless, and injurious. Im doing my best to stay well, and I don’t deserve to be treated this way. No one wants to see that, no one wants to read that, no one wants to be exposed to threats or someone who is attacking me, he was given plenty of opportunities to speak with me, that’s his choice to turn on me, and I don’t have to forgive this person, represent this person, help this person, or speak to this person, that’s his loss. He can move on, watch porn, date other people, and leave me alone and my blog, I don’t need to be treated like this, after all the good work I have done over the years, this is totally unacceptable, dangerous, and hurtful, a hate site.