No one deserves to get hurt, not in private, not in public, not while making fun of me, not while enduring changes, not while enduring difficulty, be pestered, challenged, threatened, or made to look bad, or use my data or information to hurt me or change my story. I refuse to attend court, I quit court, based on this person hurting me in public, while aggravating me, threatening me, causing me pain and suffering, and unexplained, changes in quality of content, and unknown causes for deletion and instability, this person is hurting me, I am showing how he is hurting me, I don’t deserve to be hurt, Im not guilty, Im doing my best, Im a good person, I deserve to move on and apply for jobs and start working, I don’t deserve to be made fun of, not for any post, or state of emergency or battle with voices, I think I did great work online, voices have stopped, as I continue to report this person who keeps hurting me. He was given months of opportunity to talk to me and follow my blog and be apart of my life, since exposing me, this has caused me mental illness, and fighting and cursing, he is studying my arguments, and using them to hurt me, he is studying me and hurting me, aggravating me, trying to ruin my life, is saying blasphemous things in public, to change what people think of me, think less of me, or subject me to harm or injury. This is system is not fair, its not a game, court isn’t fair, its not deserved, if this is what is causing voices, I don’t have to blog or be online, and deserve time to rest, I don’t deserve to be humiliated or made to fight for myself in public or try to make me look ugly, or insult my appearance or my body, not everyone needs to see this hate website and what he is saying, to shock me or shock the senses of others. Its not okay to spread rumor, its not okay to treat me as criminal, I deserve to move on, I reserve my right to privacy, and protection from voices, hacking, or changes to my face and body, I don’t deserve unwanted attentions, by bullies, or people who put me down, or think theyre cooler than me or know my story, who team up together, and hurt me in teams, while Im alone, and I refuse to play this game no matter what it is about, I don’t have to keep up with everyones issues, or issues with me, if theres an issue with me, I refuse to attend court, reserve the right to continue complaining, I don’t have to let this person win destroy my image and my life, I didn’t hurt this person, I was nice to this person, there is no reasonable basis in writing to validate any of his claims others than an attempt to team up on me, and to use men against me, or sexuality, and I don’t have to talk to anyone for the rest of my life, or attend hospital, or ER, treatment, or blog, if this is what is done to me to ruin my life, and if he cannot be stopped, then I don’t have to write online anymore, and can focus on book writing, I cant handle any more losses in data, emails, word documents, blog posts, I worked hard and put effort into my health I don’t need to be short circuited and left cursing or hurt in the head have my value be taken from me by a hate website causing me sickness. Im applying for jobs, I will continue to report this person, I don’t deserve to be given these explosive circumstances change my energy, or sense of peace and life, or affect me or the community in which I live and work online, or in real life, no one deserves to send me death threats, who can’t even affect stages of making fun of myself, in desperation for lightening up, continues to hurt me and cause me voices, I don’t have to help anyone, or keep writing online, if this is how Im treated, if that’s how anyone feels about me, then I don’t need to write or entitle anyone to hurt me, or use any writing or day or mood as excuse to hurt me, and use crimes to hurt me, or conversation. I don’t have to attend court anymore, Im allowed to lose weight fix my image, stop blogging and work. I think Ive done enough good work online, its not going to work if this person is hurting me, Im sorry.