See the world as good and live in peace proper and not speak to complicated subjects or work hard and create a job for yourself and prove your work ethic is meaningful in a way every day your given an opportunity to prove how you can help and how you plan to help prevent and limit unnecessary conditions resulting from any misunderstood viewpoint or diagnosis. Either I improve move forward or spend another 4 years proving my worth and get respect back, person to person place by place while working hard on my own without help, don’t need anyone to believe in me based on being Jewish accept difficulty in how things look due to what’s considered wrong with me focused on to prove mental health is any issue or reality or something not managed well by me criticize my mental health, be in control of my life and where I end up just as life is constantly a test misusing your writing for benefit while sabotaging me affecting my focus distract me use terms and definitions to guide treatments of me, and trying cause me mental illness or seek proof of mental illness while unaccepting of not being schizophrenic isn’t about people not being nice to me or confident it’s about what I’ve written and how I’m being studied to not forgive me or things I’ve said that are being used to accuse me in public of mental illness misinterpretation without giving me an opportunity to defend myself against attacks or poor looks of me.