Aside from the success of two blogs not believed, as real. I can focus on problems and all the problems caused by being hurt.

If you see the world as good and innocent and create writing that reflects that viewpoint however long it takes to earn that level of respect trust or standing in public is however long it takes and if the choice is to view me as low or by negative judgment or use Judaism or OJ to mistreat me or view my problems as difficult accuse me of walking around with an unwanted pressure is not my doing to bother anyone to help or represent me like me or fan me side with me believe me past this point of mental health issues apparent is about whether I should write or not and if I have a good enough basis of success and respect in spite of any way you decide to connect anything to me function be intelligent help everyone and not be misunderstood now or over the past 12 years to have something by story others don’t and by making me start over with nothing only means to prove my value and success all over again and earn respect and trust the right to be left alone not aggravated for any reason political or war wise decide or force me to speak or be fought under very challenging circumstances and shootings accuse me of not working hard risking my own life and freedoms to help unpaid being strong ever allow for anyone to destroy me or provide excuse for anything occurring you don’t need to accuse me or use my life all ruined all destroyed all supported all nice or all mean to declare what’s working or destroying everything I don’t need an excuse or need to be fought to cause me suffering or mental illness as though I’ve not disclosed my medical history I’m doing my best. I don’t have it easier than anyone else trying to help expecting solution I’m not withholding solution if I’m getting voices or threatened don’t expect me to write if I report don’t expect me to share if you compare me create more chaos over me being helped that’s not the solution and I don’t have to write smart well concise long descriptive saved or use meds to get me to any place that doesn’t exist when my life is being made hard based on figuring out how to help and prevent is nothing that whoever was named or the public needs to deal with why or how or should know how to help or question me for my writing or correspondence.