Some things make everyone sad, in terms of what life is about, whats known about me, how a lawsuit makes me look bad, what type of attitude or disrespect that causes me, there are any number of ways that you can be affected or convinced you are something you are not, allow every little things to get to you, but in the end what does that make you do, speak up, break a rule, what is the issue at heart, is where everyone is coming from, interpreted from a good place, a good sense of humor, relevant, taken the wrong way, about something, with proof, about a blog, about my condition, or success, value, trustworthiness, professionalism, or guilts in life, is not how to address any single lawsuit period, is not the reality of things in terms the scope of who Im helping and distrust 12 years of experience sober dealing with medical issues, being strong and earning my rank in life, with the government, to be helped, or to be protected from harm, isn’t the kind of power or level of trust or knowledge of “code” that makes any hand a winning hand or allow for room for misjudgment, I think the justice system would be doing a disservice if this is how easily people can turn on people, spread rumor, or think someone has been hurt as a result, whether its me or anyone, to really consider the consequences of making public an issue specifically with me or my presence, in regards to who I am or my story as shared, allow for a questioning of me or interpretation secret of relationship to the quality of my life, work ethic online, or heroism, are sometimes the kind of mistakes made innocently, which cannot be taken back, and represent solely the issue or diagnosis being played around with in terms of what gets to me or what Im paying attention to, or how I should be offended or made to think too hard about something take it personally, its not my reputation and what others think I should fear or be concerned with it should be what Im thinking, and what I choose to write about not be the subject for attack or stalking or disrespect or unreasonable interpretation pry into my personal life or misinterpret my story which Ive not told anyone nor explained to them how a lawsuit occurs or for what reasons, is really no ones business, to play around with what Im called, or add pressure or aggravation to force me ot speak or assert myself, Im not a robot I don’t have unlimited energy for misinterpretation or examples made by using me or creating for incidents that aren’t a big deal, play around with my head or what Im about, or what I should or should not be hurt by, or what is asking me to leave, and Im sorry if you have not been made to feel smart or special or inspired from knowing me, and for it to not have boosted your confidences in life, or helped you find humor or wit in life, yolu consider me living absent to or a diagnosis threat joke, is not who I am am, and is not what Im about or providing or in need of content for my blog, no one knows me, Ive not told my sobriety story to anyone, Ive been through a lot, my story and life hasn’t been easy and just like I don’t have the time to pay attention and think too hard about what others are saying as directed toward me, I would hope that no ones words end up hurting anyone for any reason, recorded, or watching me period.