When people take sides in the event you face disability the harm can never be repaired the minds of others never changed the image imagined never good enough when people think your the defect not inspirational think everything’s a joke including your life Facebook and connections it’s not about giving me two successful websites two jobs paid and an IMDb membership or world wide audience it’s about why is nothing good enough what is the humor in convincing me I’m sick why is it so easy to hurt my feelings make fun of my scientific analysis or solutions found decide that sickness or hospital is for giving up or accuse there of being a force against me to let up or time to rest be credited for weight loss getting strong doing cardio the cause of anyone’s sickness I think the issue is “sex offenses” sexuality who I am not sexual not having sex who modeled gets along with everyone decided to cause me sickness wrongfully accusing me doing my best to repair the damage with acceptance of once being in my 20’s with a pen name leave no excuse to decide making me older makes issues more relevant or possible or inevitable I’m not sexual I’m losing weight for me I have no experience with bullying people being uncool with me I don’t know where that’s coming from or for who or what that represents I have no victims I went through a lot I can be alone for the next 10 years clearly the emergency if it’s “public safety” means to stay away from everyone take seriously terms do my best to not get sick not let any diagnosis control who I am or let be a solution of treating me as stupid or delusion not knowing myself no it’s about me keeping to myself working toward the solution for a serious issue “hate” without losing my life to another or for any reason outside of court is not my fault doesn’t mean I’ve said anything wrong brought upon myself difficulty that means or explains how I should be hurt or for what I’m a victim too maybe with no team and so be it.