I resent the foot in Barbie is causing me mental illness to highlight a 70 year old wasting the rest of my 30s punished with a website left up for over a year something I overcame was punished for taken off meds, miss the issue as redressing a hate website and the term “pedophile” continue to accuse me of having an unfit or unwanted sexuality or timing in life accuse my decision making or innate abilities genetics as scripted identifying factors to view me as small or any species of human being as small misunderstand treatment as instead of jail or medical records evidencing my own ability to get help deal with meds mental health without bothering anyone showed my hospital bands, it may be hard to comprehend that my decision to be alone for the next 10 years and not date and focus on solution isn’t a gamble or imagining being told no or question the issue the threat the distrust or body part you decide to accuse my brain of being stupid or trash or incentivized or being sick minded wanting things in life I don’t deserve continue to accuse me of being controlled showed bad pictures decide to use changes in face or body composition or vitality or accuse photography as an inaccurate portrayal of solution decide that making my image worse face unrecognizable resulting obesity about my happiness or comfort not mattering and consider a poor appearance a win or negative judgment as examples of “hurt” misidentify my life or issues in life as highlighted by others decide to continue to observe me as “mentally ill” discuss issues such as dislike or sharing solution for voices not a problem anyone could face unrelated or misinformation. I’m not going to the hospital do my best to stay well enough to write mind my own business not bother anyone earn my good days speak intelligently if necessary discuss any loss or specific crime shocking in a way that shows I care without making fun of me and the constant change from improved to destroyed reported to frozen functioning or slow, cardio or no cardio, music or no music, I have a feeling that I did my best was treated and that time in treatment was viewed poorly of me or seen as unnecessary or social or a waste of time or has provided examples of ways it’s expected I should not be well with preference I continue to struggle or push myself until I’m smart again as a result of terms of issue aren’t my fears or delusion it was on a website as a result of being hurt once and it taking 4 years to be given meds I have to prove wellness occurring by, then please accept my devastation in another website made and how that makes my head feel. Therefore please don’t accuse me of writing mentally ill online or making mistakes with no history of alcohol or drug abuse or relapse or sex issues provocative or dirty spaces possessions homes unfaithful. As a result of non acceptance for correspondence messages will do my best to not talk to anyone. I think everyone was nice is doing well working hard life is difficult I’m not a bad example miss issues unaware of my analytics or who I am or how old I am 39, I think I lived life I focused on errors have done my best to not make errors have continued to face dysfunction I’m assuming is my fault something kept track of as “errors” and do my best to move forward however late I am looking back looking forward professional. Take the bar recovered suffering at peace given a hard time improve fix the problem I don’t need attention or people to care about me suddenly discredit 6 years of writing and two websites or proof of legal writing doesn’t make discourse of mental health issues not worth following along or predictable or slow or direct catch things in time I can only do what you have time energy and meds for in case it’s unclear how I’m doing compared to everyone else I’m not hard on anyone I used to punch my head no matter what the story is or dynamic or human research study is I don’t have to continue to suffer decide to ruin my life discredit 39 years of life over what my vagina looks like is not okay is not the solution is not for sex it’s taking a person in high standing and causing mental illness and distaste to others seen or not seen whatever the insult is or resulting rejection. Never forget who I was and who decided to play me give me a hard time or everything I went through not making a big deal of voices improving in control talk to myself write journal not living a life punished or decide to put me in jail means there’s no solution for who’s winning or what’s being studied or place of recognition of things are going to be alright. I don’t think making my life a nightmare or punching my head needing meds is stupid I think figuring out instability or lost respect if being given a hard time is a sadness or difficulty in life I should be well enough to be confidently accepted in a room, I think in all the ways I advised myself in quotes is how to prove in a quality form ways to be of help prove my outlook and perspective in life is up to standard. I’m going to stay away from everyone for the rest of my life have decided in good spirits to be alone based on suffering from a condition I described as a sign of not being in a good place in life already on so many meds thankful you make the issue “misidentification” see my test results issue spotting decide to watch me get hurt and not bother anyone work hard diligently not in denial of symptoms or in control of what any medical care thinks of me or how meds are changed I did my best I don’t want to live life disabled is why I’m taking meds I take seriously terminology or voices was always working hard clearly damaged in a way uncomfortable to be in a bad place in life respect wise make fun of the quality of matches or the timing of prevention or my responses, so it’s not about me forgetting who I am constantly disorient me incapacitated me dislike Instagram or instability judge quality make fun of move being frozen or not knowing what to do make fun of how long it takes to get well again continue to lose in ways permanent not allow me to move forward. You may dislike me, misunderstand my life, misidentify me, separate me, put me in places difficult requiring time away from others, make fun of when things are good or not good continue to make fun of me or my ability to help question my path in life no matter who’s designing my future a judge a lawsuit the positive in from learning from mistakes. I think in every way a person should be known accepted a heartwarming subject not present sickness or mental difficulties hard to comprehend is not about all the ways my instagram is used to benefit hack and play me like a game accuse me not overcoming voices valiantly not punching my head anymore, think I’ve not learned from my mistakes. I was given a life I worked hard to achieve guts sober went to rehabs so instead of shortening my life to mean nothing say I’m online for no reason or be hurt in the head to use my concern of how my health is used to stir anger toward me it get blamed for is not an experience in life of “stupidity” and “humiliation” I want to relive sometimes the best way to accept everyone’s happiness and come to terms with what lawsuits mean is about having a life too difficult to be loved having worked hard but never in a place deserving enough of rest socialization and constant criticism of me in the event of mass shootings or assassination attempts accuse me of being low or in the wrong place “choosing not battle voices repeat a term online be made fun of” means I’m not accepting of lesser ways to be told what everyone thinks of me or view my support as harmful or need to put me in a bad place in life to empathize or be able to help characteristics of criminals you don’t view as helped by me or continue to judge my choices as protective preserve my peace not watch life through me viewing me as guilty or wrong or awake or lit or strong in a way that’s stupid or responsible or wreck-less or blame my blogs meeting attendance or issues presented as having to do with me it’s my own name my face my fitness my youth my innocence my hard work my Alexa ranking instead of using meeting dialogue as being about me stop accusing me of being offensive or igniting anger related to me make relevant spaces issues people privacy “controversy” think it’s okay to call me “pervert” that’s not with love on any level or respectable place to put me in life or lesson on forced acceptance or what I should or should not look like life isn’t a place you’re hurt or improve it do well use meds to erase forget be places to be injured like I deserve it, I’m sorry you don’t respect my honesty my handing of difficulty my preference to be alone, try to improved places in life or stay home focus on fixing my life based on how explosive a hate website has become that my person or placement in life of car type is about making my life a nightmare and causing me suicide and hurting me I’m a way I’m not protected make fun of reports or what’s said in the end I’m doing my best I’m not I’m control of how others view me if it’s not clear I see the pattern in consistently viewing me as mentally ill confused or not female or genetic problems and making all my problems all about me and what I’ve done wrong to make any help inappropriate. It’s really no one’s job to help me on this level just do my best to not bother anyone. Making fun of me taking in private and keeping track of my own health and wellness accuse me of not knowing myself can’t do the right thing or illustrate how easily discrediting struggle is turning into a accusing me of taking too long or giving up means whatever I’m saying to whoever is not about helping me, and whatever’s hurting me I have to explain not about making fun of me being sick or calling me schizophrenic make fun of voices or terms or punching my head is undeserved it’s about being alone and not talking to anyone as the Judge has recommended because in the end of my life isn’t normal create will product with clarity or present solution isn’t about who I’m talking to, or why making fun the scientific value of my experience with mental health issues should be accused as inspiring or easy or accuse me of making anyone feel bad or jealous not doing the work. I don’t need to talk to anyone a DA or support with enthusiasm anyone if the issue is to mistake my life or mental health as too difficult for exposure or comprehension accuse me of being sick by photo or video imitated or controlling life or how it’s created in a way that anyone should end up worse including myself these are not ways you learn about what I’m working on observe interactions decide to accuse me of bringing anyone down or the cause of difficulty use voices as too hard on me punching my head for it to stop as a private struggle anyone decides to make public while making fun of treatment or AA attendance or conversations with a Judge as unhelpful. Maybe it’s no one’s job to help to me maybe my life is the kind of life I’m intended to live alone and accept my privacy violated or mention of voices self harm is intended to read all my writing then accuse me of delusion or hallucination and I have to give up when it comes to tech or the CIA. Ive done my best voices have stopped clearly I look stupid there nothing I can do about me giving me a hard life and being alone is the solution and not talking to anyone is how to prove wellness improve. Know that I’m never in a place in life wasting time resources money trust or chances in life ignorant of my age or what’s important or what’s wrong with me critical of help in the end my life is within my control to work hard avoid trouble do my best not get hurt work towards peace be allowed to write but upsetting me taking everything away so I’m not picked I don’t get jobs so I’m rejected isn’t how to prove my wrong or hear all my qualifying factors accuse me of destroying myself therefore the issue is “who’s destroying me” and what’s the solution. How bad is my condition or recent self harm to be something about me used as ways to insult me aggravate me make fun of me going nuts saying stop isn’t how you give power away to people who are nice to me not hurting me.