Don’t denounce who is smart or gifted or question who is me insult egg donation applications in my 20s already thinking in advance to hide my kids with the government be raised as agents special but protected by another human being mentally ill in a way as fertile constant check ups being 39 decide delays punishment is the Judges right to prevent sex claim victim or disability give me a hard job that’s no one’s job or responsibility while making fun of everyone waiting for official correspondence in a timely manner not effort or solution ineffective or cardio strength training a survival impact joke pressure gender issue. My Story: I took legal research the old school way picked up books picked up a complex litigation textbook and read it and picked up an index to legal periodicals and found Hillary Clinton’s published work informed clear how I leaned of her legal graduation official knowledge and remembered her story in way by chance I got learn things by studying hard not in harms way a world peace joke corporation joke legal zoom that doesn’t provide attorneys just a certificate continue to make fun of how I’m meowing be concerned with rejections or references make fun the one moment I had a job something to talk about mean there’s something wrong with me period or being off meds or an issue faced email change to continue to dock me for mistakes made known question my standing my ability to overcome difficulty on my own accommodate issues terms beliefs impressions not bother anyone be in a place in life alcohol is not used to treat me as guilty punish me for a new car make travel improper or unfit driving difficult off adderrall about me being tired or when tired speak wrong the issue isn’t about proving myself or not knowing what’s wrong with me can’t multitask or handle responsibility absent others in a place can’t care can care exposed disclosed schedule allow for me to live life and work without living home accommodated given a desk by interview preference a scheduling or constant contact issue working hard to improve overcome disability I think it was at the point I had a job and told OJ died while falling to begin a discussion on a move out date with preference to discuss on a certain date make fun of me working hard ….. stop letting the judge hurt me pretend to help me and can’t help me punishing me without explanation and for there to be not court proceeding or legal action or document created or proof of expungement or record public I’m not aware of what jail means or how I’ve lost been found guilty or forced to delete everything mean anyone should anticipate catastrophic trauma such as fires complicate survival or work etiquette or who I’m liked by empowered by supported by encouraged by believed in mean disconnecting from my instagram or any note that was supported with likes on videos is a loss common or demarcates something wrong or privilege lost continue to use my discomforts or account loss make fun of my record keeping decide to use hurt memorize go by punish me for anything I’ve said is not mental illness or hurting inspiration or memorializing whets working for everyone a trauma in life so grave requiring years to recover from a solution for coping loss that in any ways I’m accused of being stupid mentally ill not helpful intrusive guilty not brave not memorialized credited unclear as to what makes me special no one help me explain my story treat my condition can’t afford to help me if sued or be confronted based on who I am or what I’ve done wrong I didn’t hurt anyone I was rejected given meds with extreme difficulty no pharmacist maybe it’s best to have nothing let the court take everything away be given the choice to delete everything make fun of settlement or a year in life you accuse me of possessing a quality of life unfit for a home doing something wrong ….. it’s way to late to illustrate who I was can’t solve whatever I’m going through now and I’m sorry for no solution to be found in humiliating me ruining my writing witness me off speak and be called negative terms accuse me of being offended or inspired disempowered threatened prejudicial or suicidal or have issues in life I don’t represent not on the podium living sober doing my best no one is telling my story for me speaking to me in a way to illustrate I’ve fucked up been found offensive disregard fitness or weight loss as functioning to make me feel good give me confidence at peace not modeling not dating living in quiet let no observation serve as example of offense or exposure decide to disregard my entire legal education my entire career writing working dating hospitalized or disrespect my honesty as to voices in the end make no mistake no one is the CIA instead of me no loss so traumatic or difficult to make my solutions harmful to anyone’s else continue to let negative terms lead not be supported by positive representations of support and continue to isolate me discontinue contact figure out solution without bothering anyone because in the end the issue can be proving whatever is wrong with me or disprove whatever I’ve said of value and I can’t explain a poor example of faith or dishonesty or entitlement or disability unreal imagined off meds not good enough … the problem isn’t making people help me and watching me get sick again proven wrong in the end it’s my job to stay well do my best minimize risk not be helped by anyone work hard be in control of what makes me sound stupid and not serve as a poor example of a human being discontinue writing or apply for jobs giving up on something I did well in as a result of sounding stupid ignoring my entire struggle rejecting me not accept me disbelieve any website or year in life I did my best it’s never too late in every way no one accepted making permanent terms took that gamble and got whatever results they wanted in every way I wasn’t good enough sobriety not strong enough to work the hours without dysfunction aren’t ways I’m being helped mean I’m being helped and being told there is something seriously wrong with me no treatment period could solve respected on invega credited.