The lesson about being fought, is that you get sick, there is no way around it. If someone connects to you, and doesn’t like you, is angry at you, or cannot be happy for you, then you are going to get sick, by that person connecting to you, watching you, reading you, or seeking to affect your health and make you sick. As a person with a job, there is a risk that I can get sick, or get sick and not know why I am sick, based on being hurt in a way that I cannot prove and cannot determine from where is that pain being caused to me, not know how or why Im not feeling well, and, that’s being overcome with a force more powerful, than your ability to stand tall and stay well, and that’s getting hurt being fought. Fighting is not the solution for staying well, it freezes you, it stalls you, you waste days tired from expression, it’s never good enough, you barely make it out okay, its hard to keep up with figuring out why youre hurt, or figure out in time. You can’t catch things quick enough, and get hurt before things get better, sometimes you can or can’t identify the source of pain. Im not famous, therefore I don’t have a support team, or PR or an Attorney for speaking to the public for me, and Im not a politician, I can’t handle negative reviews (press) or voices resulting from anyone’s hate or anger directed toward me however it is being caused or reinforced, just do my best to not get hurt or be fought, or put down in life. The lesson on being fought is that you keep getting sick, until you are able to stay well, and have to keep trying hard, and keep falling ill, until you can figure out whats making you sick or bringing you down in life. Not necessary the words that bring you down so to speak, or the symptoms as reported, but when you have a large group of people being created whether occurring within or in public, based on my private spaces or public spaces, that means I get sick everytime a person is mad or angry at me and doesn not want me to stay well, that’s how many times I can be well and end up sick, just by a negative view or a violation of my privacy. To me when someone uses the word “choke” they will not be happy until I end up sick, disabled, or mentally ill, or in a hospital, to them that’s a win, to see me get sick, and to call me delusional, and to me its not worth it to continue to discuss mental health in a way that I should be punished or keep getting sick, to lose in life, or keep having to write to dangerous subjects and get hurt or be fought, means it’s not safe for me to discuss anything in the news, and coming from my own story, means that I could be getting hurt in a powerful way to make many people not like me, and can can get hurt and get sick, being watched or not liked by people that I cannot prove do not like me, or why they don’t like me, or what they think of me, that’s resulting in causing me illness. Are simple lessons, on connections in life, and mental health and health and physical health, meaning I can do my best and lose weight and get a job, or be helped by an investigator, but if someone is fighting me, that’s so I don’t make it, so that I cant work, and if I get sick, or can’t work then that makes him happy, and the experiment to me is connecting me to people, controlling where I end up, either not wanting me to get well and work, so not working makes them happy, or get sick or not stay well, to make me lose in life, so I can’t stay well or be happy, and, that’s the problem with fighting: sickness.