What exists is how you make people feel. There’s no science about going by your own feelings and thoughts in life however you are persuaded. A common defense to mental illness and crisis is then associated to no one suffering from unknown causes of blogging is considered a safe shared space to prevent harms from occurring or individual suffering such as myself. A common expectation of a reader in need of mental health support is to be given advice or examples for recovering so as a blogger it’s up to me as a person writer instagrammer to provide evidence of improvement in the best acceptable way absent minded names celebrities or politics which is a current life stressor and unknown at the moment. Likewise unknown causes for not feeling well can occur to me or to a body of writing not be mistaken for illness or require examples of what illness should sound like (fighting, disorganization, not feeling well) I think are good examples of what illness can sound like. I think the best solution for illness is by providing a solution to be able to go by how your feeling or thinking to figure out what’s wrong like my head burning or physical illness today after taking a break following therapy and getting clothes for work suddenly felt sick and had to figure out what to write online to cure that sickness I feel however it’s being caused to me existing or not existing. I think as a person who works hard to help others it’s been difficult to work so hard mentally and physically and still be made to feel bad about blog posts you can’t go backwards you can only move forwards the solution is to not cause crisis, emergency, disorganization, unhappiness, anger, confusion, dilemma, addiction, disorientation, fighting, insult or controversy too big for any one person to sustain that level of difficulty including me or any human being should not be a desired consequence or solution for any loss crime devastation or hurt require anyone to suffer to make anyone well or to serve any unmentioned justice to me or to everyone as a whole. It’s clear to stay well to blog, work, be social, attend AA, get through court, not get voices, stay out of the hospital, not need to call anyone for help or face instability causing me emergency to be apart of and accepted for who I am not be judged as being something I am not or considered to be my fault, hate, disgust, anger, rejection, voices, fighting, illness, reporting, court, or hardship I can do my best to be honest as I rest and improve either daily strong or burnt out drained resting or tired I’m only human doing my best no one has experience with mental health or psychosis that makes it any easier to get sick or be hurt in life or anything you should scold punish or view anyone poorly for being human or being honest and enduring painful difficulties in life is not my choice to work hard or be punished on any scale I want to work hard do well online so I am not punished so I don’t get voices so help is provided so illness is prevented so crisis doesn’t occur so people can live life move forward be happy not worry not be angry be uplifted love things and people feel rewarded feel apart of solution given tools for figuring out life not feel alone and most of all earn the privilege of moving forward and getting to work be commended for my hard work online and correspondence as a trust or system built to sustain wellness in thinking and feelings assembling life and to appreciate everything not get sick depressed or suicidal or psychosis stay level headed and not be fought or forced to take on big problems or turn problems into nightmares for me or anyone is not the solution for blame or replacing court with any fights in public instead of court I can’t afford court, my health can’t afford fighting, I have to earn peace to write online, and if I’m fought that prevents me from writing online because it means being hurt and can’t prove how I’m being hurt means I’ve done my best I’m not getting voices and doing well being sober should be enough reassurances of things getting better or turning out for the best without harm to anyone.