The problem with getting voices and being misdiagnosed and sued automatically puts you at risk for being changed to something worse to please the anger directed toward you so instead of being a victim to voices these are ways you convince others that I’m offensive or mentally ill when you do something to someone to change me upon dislike there’s a failure to perform once it becomes about making voices true then everything you say is sought to prove offensive or use of terms to change you or cause you to explode hit your head or go nuts is not what’s in common to me compared to a violent offender I’m not violent when you call someone an offender me for example calling me pervert you allow for me to get beat up without an ability to prove who I am defamation is bad because once you decide for the people or everyone who I am everything goes to prove that point it’s not about focus it’s not a game you can either perform or can’t perform if there’s dislike you can’t perform with that dislike unattended when a voice is given attention and mention through blogging that doesn’t reassure anyone of a trusted system of respect it valuing who I am by story or years in life if talent when you defame someone you try to make them disappear you seek evidence to make people forget about me not pay attention dislike or not see the value causes people to see something sick that you accuse me of having a sickness the issue is unwanted closeness so no matter how well I’m known there is no solution for voices that don’t see the harm in calling a woman such as myself who stays away from people is clear on who I love not experimenting with anyone or trying to do new things with anyone and based on my blogging when you call me offensive and if that hurts me punching my head symbolizes feeling suicidal like there’s nothing I can do it’s not a limit temperament about making fun of my family if me if you see people as stupid that can’t be changed if you punish me as offensive then it cannot be repaired lost time. Bullying voices goes to support one another and be ignored or reject me and these are problems caused as a result of lawsuit you look for (1) reasons to see me fail (2) reason to disrespect me (3) reason to exclude (4) have something on me (5) fight me with no proof of I’ve been hurt (6) expect me to go back to normal or disable me and pretend like it didn’t happen is going to show or prove (7) guilt by making my head gone or disabled is because of voices as a result of voices who think I’m offensive they won’t stop they are never pleased nothing is good enough it can’t be proven and that’s not the solution to beat me up accuse me of being offensive.

And that’s how you lose to voices can’t speak hard to talk sound sick choppy can’t write struggling but no sympathy you will sound like whatever is being said about you because it’s in peoples minds to think you are offensive and that’s how change a person from being loved influential respected to being treated offensively and to not care by writing or instagrams what is true of value it working means disability goes to show (1) something’s wrong (2) you consider to be my fault (3) you blame me for (4) accuse me of spreading disease (6) seek to make me not cool (7) you seek to make me not supported (8) not loved. And that’s how you end a persons ability to work or be employed by creating an offensive viewpoint of me sought you be proven continuous by use our voices either until you decide I turned into something worse that you call my fault and make fun of treatment and think I was injured because I said something wrong and that’s how you get rid of people or cause me to explode and unload everything Im going through can’t keep the term I’m called a secret and that’s how I’m made to disclose whether I have voices or not and that’s how voices are used to accuse me of fraud or blame me and that’s not justice and it is a big deal to ruin my life and cause me disability or change me so I sound stupid under the influence of anything try to punish what I say is a system of looking to have something on me to see me as small or stupid or blame me.  

Solution: I’m going to get my LLC get re-certified approved by California Secretary get all my websites approved by the State of CA. And I hope that by setting my standards high in spite of whatever ways I can be brought down in life I’m sure it’s worth the challenge to be more independent do more writing publish books write research papers and do my best to keep everything even if on WordPress. I think the more official I am the better things will get in terms of any misunderstanding of movements cares how its relationships communications connection happening control under control is to both protect me from harm stay sober not take chances to not date not take on the risk of forcing me to be watched made fun of disable me at my expense lose myself to any man or woman is not right to use my life to empower someone else and tell me I’m wrong is not a helpful way of living life disabled or how to be appreciated I think the main problem is why disable me not let me work watch me fail lose privilege money or job why did voices stop after I had a bad reaction and in what way is alcohol being used to accuse me of taking unnecessary writing breaks or have the wrong approach to politics fame and prevention I think I’m clear on how voices excommunicate me making it impossible to date or work and that’s really hard to accept I don’t deserve life in prison like OJ be given disease or mistreatment so I don’t live life or am punished making up bad stuff about me is not proper the thing is anger will get over hating me or blaming me or attacking me what’s too late is I’m not feeling well at my expense I’m writing to address a sickness I don’t deserve for the rest of my life and that’s how to not treat me similarly accuse me of being a product of something wrong I don’t think punishing me is putting priority to others based on what they think is wrong with me trying to convince me and others that I’m sick when I’m well and it’s hard to stay well on any level when you change my body my disposition level of comfort misunderstand what love is or isn’t which story helpful or unhelpful what matters or why I don’t matter I think whoever sues me or hurts me that’s what they think is the right thing to do to my life and if at no point in the future I’m allowed to work stand tall and recover makes me wonder a lot of things about life being on a system you accuse me of not being apart of and that’s tough to think punishment is justified and it’s tough to move on everything not working out for me is how my life was changed from success being a role model to them accuse me of being at fault not working out and then everything becomes a pervert joke (1) rubbed the wrong way (2) offensive (3) too strong (4) not smart (5) not experienced (6) not respected (7) not loved (8) accuse me of harming anyone (9) result is: harming me keeping me away from everyone so Im alone for the rest of my life isn’t a justice or a karma or something that can be prevented (10) no system of feeling going by is ever going to be a perfect representation of how life should work accuse other peoples feelings or worry as what’s wrong instead you chose to use my life to call me sick or wrong so I never win so my life doesn’t work out and that goes to please who feels better when I’m down or punished and that’s not the justice system (11) to not care how I feel to not care what my goals or motivations are to not care if I date or get a job and nothing works out and I can’t stay well because voices don’t leave me alone when people bother me that’s punishment to accuse me of bothering anyone (12) celebrity is related to high profile case (13) who relates to me should not be harmed in my shoes who benefits and steaks my shoes so I get sick to make them feel better or right or win is a game I cannot win disrespected there’s no solution four dislike would mean to not blog or not work apply making things worse than it needs to be figuring out what I’m in for what I’m punished for what do others see what is the belief held what is stupid about me what do they think I’ve done wrong.