Because I called Trevor Project to be good on women’s issues (a suicide recovered law student) instead that phone call published became about denominating me to butch lesbian calling me pervert expect me to eat cunt or suck dick as insult is improperly lowering me to empower people who hate rapists and sex offenders and pedophiles and use of the word harassment is connected to a movement called me too in which by my experience you punish put me down don’t care about who I am or my story or mental health medical history put me on concrete leave me to die in jail without meds means doesn’t care if I die doesn’t care if I disappear doesn’t care who’s connected to me.

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Voices (continued):

Because I had sex with someone younger from AA. Therefore voices circa 2017-2018 instead of liking who I like seeing people in my life as heroes (such as DA Todd Spitzer) inspiration good examples of life, appreciative of my time offline sober attending meetings knowing people social in a program, after hospitalization arrested in public in front of a school not allowed to drive home, resulted in a condition where I stopped attending meetings and instead got voices on Gretna Green before the fires (as separated from support) calling me derelict and pervert using his voice cause me to hit my head I would take pictures keep track incidents.

I’ve complained to the CIA there is nothing they can do about voices that’s not something the government is equipped to manage or handle how it’s occurring continuing to occur happened or stops, is therefore an issue limited to me which cannot be proven, and which results in a misdiagnosis of schizophrenia as a way to blame me disable me call me offensive and inappropriate disregard my legal education or court appearances or punishments is not the solution to punish me over not staying sober I’ve been sober of alcohol my whole life except when 21 or dating and have attended AA since 2011 therefore I’m not alcoholic or an addict if I experienced immobility overdose and dysfunction means I’m not using or abusing meds or alcohol or avoidant of conversations concerning war or devastations in life traumatizing are not being reinterpreted by me or should result in an interpretation of my pen name related to American Girl (company) or my company name mymollydoll I paid thousands of dollars to be approved in the State if CA as a corporation keep everything, am therefore not he joke or the reference to homeless veterans putting flags in their tents in Brentwood. I think the underlying issue is when Trump said someone homeless did it and as a result whoever decided to interpret life to exclude me decided to torture me calling me names and that kind of torture and misdiagnosis continues until this day which upon medical observation is unwilling to admit is related to technology or phone phishing or hacking reading my work public or private or messenger has gotten to the point of hysterically crying not because I can’t figure out life or help or stay stable but why am I being punished called a deadly disease and convinced I’m going to die and convince other people I’m sick then misassociate me among people I’m nothing like smarter than, put together, more mature than, more experienced than, more accomplished than.

Solution to this Dilemma: Is Everytime I get voices can report that condition and spend time figuring out why I’m being put under those conditions and figure out based on how things look what are the issues being brought upon me “what’s for what” figure out based on who I am if for every accusation I’m punished at a later point in time to serve in memory of someone else’s line disfavor me in my own story then I can file lawsuits against each person that went against me and explain to them even if it takes me 10 yrs of writing everyday what they’ve done to me and how that’s resulted in voices. My next research paper will be on voices and start listing all the ways that voices can occur the causes the conditions life experiences and if necessary differentiate myself from everyone as a whole or separate myself from comparison to any other movement or issue solely focus on my own health what I’ve been tested for or take meds for and be specific and detailed about why it’s a misdiagnosis it’s a misdiagnosis because it says there’s no cure which goes against my last 12 years accepting reality of having a life long condition requiring Geodone was something I had to learn how to function work live life tired all the time or stuck in bed and that’s maybe something about the meds untold that you don’t feel like moving why running or exercise is hard to do.

Therefore everytime I get voices (dear audience) I’m going to spend the next few posts weeks or years of my life presenting myself keeping track of everything doing everything right not let there be any excuses to disregard me or disrespect me or think poorly of me I think voices are a product of anything that tells you to not believe me not value me not listen to me ignore me not hear me or think I’m sick and if I’m getting voices I’m not focused on the wrong things in life it means to focus on who I am what I am not figure out what’s hurting me demonstrate in a scientific writing prove how voices are created demonstrate my life lived and as spoken is not returning to me in an after effect consequential to my health if anyone’s health not a take away created by me or destroy my meaning or purpose or look to be designated hateful terms or misunderstand who I am or what voices are caused by if I know the causes for voices and if I’m suffering as a result of that unwanted pressure to my head I reserve every right to fight for my life and say whatever I need to say to voices hurting me voices are not a reflection of me or how I feel about myself or my life voices is a reflection of who dislikes me attacks me what people are rumored told to think is the problem I’m not combative I’m not violent I’m hardworking live a honest life and deserve protection I’m clear on how lawsuits created antigony towards me in tech phone and computer related to try to communicate to me no one cares or everyone is against me wrongfully accusing me of hurting anyone I love or misdescribe my peace or recovery as non existing or improper I think the issue with voices is in regards to the creation if mental illness without credit to my face and my own experiences sharpening up through cardio and weight loss makeup skincare and singing is how I know when my face is most beautiful it’s become concerning that in stages of peace based on quality of photo taken it’s sought to attack me disregulate me or decide on punishments without the courts discretion is not empowering to the people I’m not a sex offender and I’m not a pervert I stopped having sex 2014 therefore if I’m preserving myself it’s because of STDs and Cancer if I get tested frequently see my gynecologist twice a year it’s not me who’s dirty or an unprotected joke, it’s about mi one protecting me and using diagnosis to make everyone go against me then misinterpret life to be highlighted stiff wrong with me not made with love or made with love issues in terms of humor seriousness comfort or lightness it’s when I’m well discomfort sickness is sought and results and then upon sickness and disfigurement requires me to get well and to document that process and days and how long it takes to get well again is a recovery joke or an ageist joke about sexuality or putting out or not loving I think voices convince you stay home be disabled do nothing (suicide) I think working hard and doing your best is rewarded I think in a system hacking and reading all your documents notes progress and timeline and photos I don’t think it’s anything generic or temperamental or short about me or any heartwarming meaning in derogatory character assessments of people and or issues. It’s whatever you think happens to me. It’s at this point it’s not what I think means you are allowing me to get hurt in a system not regulated by the government if law enforcement and accuse me of an illness (voices) while reading my writing everyday why would I get voices that don’t sound like me or hurt my feelings that’s not a product of my life that’s an experiment on my reactions or what demonstrates prevention of mass shootings and school shootings I don’t think punishing me humiliating me is the solution of dying or accuse me of sickness to let other people win in their judgments who have not worked as hard as me to stay well who don’t deserve to punish me hurt me or let any gang of anyone hurt me voices it not is seeking to represent what about ne you think is wrong it’s not me looking at life and identifying stuff in common to me that is my illness it’s about me living life accusing me of influencing life you wrongfully accuse me of seeing myself anywhere without concern for my love of myself belief in myself and using age and criticism as a tool for forcing me to endure unliveable conditions in life that aren’t doing a justice to others I’m not alive to be distrusted hurt put down made sick criticized for voices or any strategy of using my life to hurt me or punish me including my heart and my brain and my body is about what I create not about what’s created in me. Voices means there are people going against me hurting me and that means online I have to prove myself so I don’t get hurt and figure out in enough time the cause for hurting me keep a list of errors or timeline of my health good to poor reflect on what’s happening to me based on my blog posts and advice given make sure that who I am is not set off to lesser to my disadvantage enable my place in life to be taken or my words to ring true benefit who is hurting me.