It’s hard to talk about something that doesn’t exist so please first know who I am soft spoken therefore I don’t shout I’m not aggressive I’m not combative I stick up for myself went to law school write helpful arguments to prevent chaos or psychosis that it sensed by me as a writer and blogger meaning if it’s about voices I say so and to be clear voices don’t exist therefore it’s impossible to prove what it is about me or what about my writing is causing me to imagine people upset with me or giving me a hard time in life and the basis that can’t be proven that’s delusion something you can’t prove you can hear or sense happening that you have few options with how to deal with a chaos imagined directed toward you: call 911 report the argument or types of things said, discuss what’s said on a blog that shows what’s hurtful and defend myself against negative terminology. So there’s no listening service joke or motherhood joke about hearing from within writing as proof versus how a voice is made that doesn’t sound like you or talks in a way you don’t speak or think, it’s a hard concept to share about online (something personal I’ve overcome versus the difficulties you encounter psychologically being online and speaking to everyone without getting symptoms is hard enough to explain let alone teach). I think getting a job and working is a positive step in the right direction (with logical fear of negativity toward me for discounting focus on blogging everyday and problem solving with you all doesn’t mean I’m gone or taking my work down it just means working something I’ve worked towards my whole life and while disabled never imagined I’d be able to work again and glad I can. I think being connected to 400k people is a huge responsibility and in case of emergency or need or voices can always blog as that’s been a common solution for establishing my sense of peace through writing with goals to publish books be an official author credited for my skill not call it mental health issues that’s not what writing quotes and studying is for or my legal education to cause problems or be held responsible for anything mental health in general that’s up to each person how they see the world and what they assemble or put together such as my work published online. I’ve been lucky to blog without complaint or lawsuit, I’m lucky no one’s been hurt and no one’s complained and glad everyone has appreciated my honesty.