People express anger toward those they find offensive or are made to believe are offensive or capable of saying something offensive or derogatory to another person whether within a language or by energy or via interpretation threatened by the substance and mental makeup distrusting of the image or qualities as possessing oneself of no threat to the inhabitants and possession of another within themselves. 

To me offensive words speak to this exact issue something within threatened causing anger to the possessor of a feeling who either credits or backs off upon realization in time or too late before someone is harmed anger is an entitled feeling by a person who feels wronged or lied to or convinced of something sick about a person or how they speak or on what basis do they comprehend the word hate as a person given voices who use words I don’t say like “pervert” to me it’s not my sexuality life it what I say that’s sick or ingrained in anyone’s memory an unwanted exposure to human life such as my life. A hateful term like the N word or F word is directly related to what you think is sick or stupid or where you think sick or stupid comes from it’s about superiority and money and tone and language and heritage it’s about viewing mixing with others as unwanted exposures and interactions in life. Know that it’s not my choice to be exposed I’m not exposing myself to anyone out the public online I’m writing books and helping others. 

To me the word pervert means a person who is unwanted a reject who no one wants to have sex with looks at and is not attracted to a person trying to degrade or change a body size to illustrate a term sought to describe what happens to a human being who you think has done anything wrong sexually to another human being. A pervert is a sex offender someone who exposes genitals in public or touches themselves in public and that’s viewed to be offensive that’s not what I’m doing with my life. Using the word pervert is fir the purpose of causing people to have sudden reactions and anger toward a human who you believe is hollow small or scared on the inside doesn’t comprehend the word molestation or sexuality on a level with maturity that they are not confused as someone who needs to identify themselves sexually or change who they are to something else a person who is called something is for the purposes of making everyone think a person is a sex offender. When you call a person pervert that’s not a joke that’s telling a person they are not wanted not allowed to be out should not talk to others, should not blog, delete everything, or commit suicide. I think when you decide to use terms to attack my sexuality you misunderstand my love my life or what lawsuit is about and in the end nothing entitles anyone to expose me hurt me attack me threaten me cause anger toward me bring up the loss of life or death in terms of my comprehension of losses is a gross misuse of terminology to incite violence toward me.

When voices use this word I wonder why do they read follow our expect me to live life or be able to work I think when you call me something offensive I reserve every right to fight for my life and I don’t have to accept lesser things as though life is worse or be treated as guilty.

I think I’m clear on what mental illness is and have been open about what’s being done to me. I’m telling you right now voices I don’t need your love I don’t need your respect I don’t care about you either I don’t wish to meet you or hear from you or know about your life I don’t need your help and you have no right to take things away from me and cause me mental illness in favor of anyone else in life I’m not obligated to care for I’ve not put in danger and I’ve not committed any crime of violence toward myself or others.