I deserve time to rest reserve the right to call police write problem solve figure out what to do prevent voices work hard live long be a good person survive court be responsive.

I’m working hard to prevent

In the nicest way possible I am giving others the time and energy under pressure to talk to courts not blame politics for needing to figure out something that simply one person can figure out on their own and dedicate their company brand and writing or success to serve the purpose of the current causes. Whether that be voices, rape, sex offenses, mental illness, racism, hacking, hate, it’s no one’s business to tell me what I should write about or make fun of any form of communication or writing process. I’ve always preached for acceptance for all submitted work to Noble and Pulitzer to accept all: good, bad, smart, retarded and a person who is comfortable in all respects to handle issues with regards to non acceptance a hard worker and person who overcomes mistakes I’m not anyone who ruins my own life or ruins anyone else’s life or needs to be brought in court for them to change their mind and not punish me is not what court and lawsuit is for to scare and intimidate me or make everything look to be about me or misuse tech and my privacy to duplicate a person I’m talking to or create Alias or third party or judgmental viewpoint overhead to either cause me mental disturbance to cause a discontinuation of conversation to accuse someone of possessing something sick not a reflection of their own life a victim advocate causes me to believe I don’t need to be accused of being put down need a hand up or a job or be called an addict of alcoholic to discredit my wellness and accuse me of having a content focus problem expect me to have sudden abilities or be able to sustain the pressure and innuendo resulting from court hiring attorneys or asked to appear have court dates or no court dates doesn’t leave my life up to the discretion of hacking in tech or ruining my websites compatibility with rank websites prevent approval for distribution programs, disable my phones internet and gps for a year all of these combined experiences post court not only tells me why I’m at risk of harm but has taught me when people turn against you and it’s not me criticizing the science behind me too, or a person loosely called harassment (who’s keeps to themselves lives alone doesn’t talk to anyone) a worthwhile question to discuss with CA State Bar. So being honest about mental health is the solution and hopefully coming to terms with what could be causing assassination or homocides on young women, not forget who I am with a world wide audience of intelligent readers from popular Countries and an approved document signed by the Secretary of State is not being avoidant on any level to take writing breaks, focus on myself, go to therapy, countered for why I turned to alcohol on less adderrall end my day at 5pm and not write not fight voices calling me pervert, and continue to explain that the crisis I’m enduring an emergency and constant explosion of writing taken down is in reflection of my own ability to stay well cannot handled being bothered given voices is undeserved and can continue to fight for myself defend myself in court and say whatever needs to be said to prevent myself from being harmed. I’ve been hurt I’m doing my best I’m sorry you don’t respect me don’t see me as smart use men to idolize who knows me mistreat me as difficult or hard to love give me trashy voices over what or make fun of any documentation of anything means it’s not worth taking photos anymore let alone record my thoughts everyday. If I’m being hurt only I can solve that if I’m being judged only you can fix that if I’m being threatened only I can prevent that if you saw the hate website that caused me suicide overdose diet pills and don’t care if I die scold me for saying 1 thing mean doesn’t give a person the right to end my life or call me an offender or accuse me of causing death that’s taking things too far. If you saw lesliefischmanfan.com I have no idea where he’s getting those statements from I always tell the truth and it’s no one’s business who I love or what I report need help with it’s clear he stops and you forgive him think your entitled to beat me up ruin my job cause outbursts and explosive writing under pressure won’t allow me to be well focus on other things and it’s not okay to see that dislike me accuse me or call me offensive – Like I’ve said and I’ll say again if you have a problem call the police or talk to an attorney I don’t have the time and energy to fight with anyone be threatened or hacked or made to look stupid this type of behavior toward me is ruining my life I don’t wish to participate in this reputation game of excluding me and preventing me from getting well. So I’m not being dramatic when I say I’m staying home will never talk to anyone for the rest of my life because that’s the solution I don’t need to be watched Im not a show I’m not stupid I don’t make others look stupid and I don’t need to be mistreated as guilty based upon any communication to highlight an issue or threaten me and make up what I’m in court for including making up a list of people I’ve not harmed or accuse me of being guilty. I didn’t my whole life learning writing and that success I shared with everyone.