I’m coming to terms with what voices mean or any lawsuit either give up close all my blogs discontinue a public presence stop applying risk getting sick not reading or writing off meds. Or choose to live my life. Getting sick and losing my job and getting voices and a hate website just means to back off of my help isn’t headed help myself if people are offended don’t care don’t know me give up don’t like my mental health reactions or problems I’m sorry. I have love in my life I can go to AA and get jobs blog or not blog in the end I never lied or made anyone apart of something that doesn’t love or doesn’t care or needs money I’m not racist everyone fucked me move on! It’s not about mental illness rape making up random excuses for schizophrenia I’ve been hospitalized many times there’s no excuse for voices I don’t believe I hurt anyone I was absurd dissed rumors made not cool aged lost years of my life did my best in the end figure out what’s about me not call me a threat make fun of every argument or stance or my purpose in life if it doesn’t belong in anyone’s mind then that means I’m not for everyone if I publish a book then proof if I’m smart it not. I think losing cursing bringing up knives guns sexuality and mental illness right after working full time is making who win or causing me to to lose suffer be suicidal I’m not lying about voices I made it clear what’s my code what helps have done my best to prevent it’s unfortunate if you think I’m guilty don’t trust me think I’m sick or have no compassion for mental health or my story I didn’t let anyone down fake anything deserve to fuck up in life be called shit that’s not funny that’s not deserved voices are real you saw me improved writing quotes pretty it’s time to move on based on voices persistence I have to be myself maybe that’s not the solution for me to help everyone make religious belief guilt fake jokes whatever you dislike I’m going to stay home this is my limit I’m not suicidal I’m tired of voices if I need to rest you let everyone win make me look bad ruined my life and oh can’t prevent lawsuit it victims not feeling helped by me I’m human too get hurt intimately ask a doctor about your views in life and focus on who is well not who you destroy exclude.