Effort makes sense, whether you are a person who is responsible for your own troubles, or a product of some mess not of your own making, there is something to said about someones progress and what acceptance by court and people in general online, whether or not a side against is represented by voices, in the end these are “voices” some of your own making, some representing others, some potentially created by actual people who actually don’t like you and are against you or speaking badly about you, or something that you can prevent by creating your own voice, absent a voice against you, through writing, and therapy deal with a micromanage on a daily symptoms of voices, which to my understanding is a life long condition, or suffering, that you either deal with and overcome, or stops, or you continue living life to the best of your ability and it goes away.

No one wants to be apart of something that doesn’t work, or who they are convinced is hurtful or sick, and that’s how my writing and my blogs were affected, where instead of valuing my advices, it turned into what are voices, what is my fault, or why do I get voices, and its sad that no writing can attest to the experience in a way, that would lack compassion from anyone, who is believed to not be suffering or doing well, absent voices in life.

I wonder what is happening to me, that is not working out that I should be blamed for any advice or anything that I have said, and that’s a difficult subject to be accused of having anger, or upset, or unhappiness, after working hard running everyday photo, loving again, making friends, and being treated.

I think there are a lot of anger stimulated after disclosing medical history on my side bar, and discussing the word cocaine. I don’t do drugs, Ive tried drugs, and that’s not why I have voices now, and I don’t have mental illness, associated to any form of anything social in the past or current, is to what extreme should I be bothered based on the circumstances or be known, that a medical condition must be repeated or self-harm need to be repeated to stop voices or to bring a justice to whom, no one. Hurting me, doesn’t do a justice for anyone. In the end no one wants to be blamed for anything.

So please accept hard work as for everyone, that my campaign is for everyone, that my writing is working toward solving an incurable disease called schizophrenia voices, and to value my scientific understanding of the experience trying to help others. I don’t anger others, I don’t reject others, Im not racist, I don’t steal, Im not mean to people.

In the end I am loved, and I am online, and my writing is real, my pictures are real. Im from a high profile case, and Im not someone on IMDB who you think everyone is making fun of or getting ideas from that’s not the point to be represented by others, or to represent others and their concerns, everyone should be cognizant of the spread of a disease called angry voices, that complain, and blame, and say sick weird words, that are mean.

That word? They are not my voices, that’s the point, and the more I fight for myself, the better Ill be, the less I allow myself to get hurt by others, the stronger I will be, and this is how you fight voices, mean to me. By working hard, whether they think its for them, an amends, free help, constantly demand writing for you, for me, for others, for voices, in the end a justice is to not harm me. If I threaten to sue or start fighting voices, that means Im not okay with terms, and movie and music is not making fun of me.

Im not a team or source of inspiration, that is not code to exclude me or hurt me, or make Cochran jokes, or genitalia jokes, is a sick misuse of human life online, punishable by law, not names. So excuse my lack of enthusiasm for suggesting all these ways Im supposed to analyze life and lose or be ridiculed is not helping me to fight voices, that’s not helping anyone, that doesn’t represent anyone, that’s representing me and who I am, which is no ones business to know me, or for everyone to know me, or ruin a job, ruin my blog, force me to write, ruin therapy, push me, hurt me, or force me to speak, or say anything in response to voices.

The lesson is ignore hate, ignore mean voices, don’t engage with anyone being hateful toward you, don’t give people access to your accounts, or to your emails, text messages, or medical records, and that’s how you get voices.

My IMDb stats are back up for effort. Be grateful! Stay positive. Don’t get sick!

It’s hard to get my numbers up write online.