How do we feel about anger, is it justified, have things risen to any extreme that would naturally prompt anyone to get angry or upset. What is the difference between anger like in the Movie: Gran Torino, versus anger as expressed by a movement for victims of crimes, that prompts the public to become angry in support of someone who has been hurt. Overall I wonder sometimes what is the tolerance level of anger as a form of expression, and question how any lawsuit or governing body would make a determination about my mental health, or misdiagnose me, I wonder what is going through their head while Im disabled, that makes them feel threatened, or overwhelmed in a way, that Im put down, scared, or threatened, changed, in order to make someone else feel better. To me that’s how anger works, to protect others from harm, can be used against people, such as myself, and it can be argued or justified by things or information or rumors, to empower a type of anger to be exerted toward me, in favor of any other cause, person, or people, and to me what justifies that type of anger taken out on me.

Then the word “offensive” comes up to me it’s not just the anger terms that are misdescribing me causing people to become angry at me, make me uncomfortable, and make them care less about me, but it’s about me representing myself, to not carry an illness, that I would be accused of inserting or interjecting or promoting or enlivening in any people, as the people can become angered as people who they are convinced is guilty, or disobedient. I don’t think there was anything fair about any moment in my life when Ive been hurt on any basis, I don’t care what I look like, or what my energy seems like at this point, what is arguably a system of distrust created between me and others, and issue made a reality, is a private struggle discussed in private, that becomes a public struggle described in public, is like giving people permission to hurt me in life, or judge me, or accuse me of exposing what system, Im in my own system as a blogger.

I don’t have issues with anyone, until anyone has issues with me, then I have to only care about myself, and help myself and its not the business of everyone to hear from me, or know me, or expect anything from me, and the main lesson about anger, is what makes other people feel good, when anger is expressed in a way that you make fun of someones mental health, or accuse me of being of a low intelligence, it means Im not giving anyone voices, if they are reading, they hear me, therefore what I hear, is what someone else wrote that everyone read, and that’s what is played back to me, that’s how that occurs, voices, and I was clear about that, and I am pressing charges.

So please excuse my outbursts, Im not allowing for anger to occur in my life, Im not dismaying any other movement, being less creative about terms, all that Im saying is whats coming from me is permanently online, on the record, and submitted to court, so Im not causing mental health issues, or any problems, as a writer online, Ive been given permission, and acceptances on IMDB. Im a good influence, I am the product of good people, who are doing well, Im not poorly connected in life, or need to be experimented with or create forces against me as a human being in life, Ive suffered enough it was my intent to help everyone, its not in my power to prevent voices, that will not stop working full time paid $4000 a month, or blogging and increasing my analytics, to me discussing disapproval of voices and terms, was an adequate demonstration of how foul it has been to be called negative terms, or to waste my time on earth disabled, or threatening me. I think court got what they wanted, I think I need therapy, and will continue to do my best be for all.