At this point I don’t think there is any excuse or diagnosis that can explain how to handle a fight or voices or bullying on a level that I have not already demonstrated solutions created written and explained by me in a effort to both survive court and also have been working hard writing on my blog, to prevent voices or bullying directed toward me. It’s to my understanding that the purposes for being shouted at or accused of having schizophrenia or voices, is for the purposes of accusing me of being sick, whats sick are the types of things said repeated through hacking of my Facebook account I just deleted, which some “blackhole….” Email was added to that account. In the end I know Im strong enough and need no excuses to prevent a mass shooting, today is a depressing day, followed by a quiet day yesterday, and like all major news stories, people are quiet, which is expected, and likewise the voices have stopped, and are not fighting me today, makes me wonder what type of guilt is being conjured up as a stopping point to designate guilt, that hurting me until something bad happens, or a witnessing of me in times of sickness and in times of trajedy expect for my head to be gone, or to say something wrong, which you think demonstrates guilt. I think constantly making me not feel good, is nothing I need help with, Im not feeling good off of anyone, I can be alone for the rest of my life and not talk to anyone, but that’s not the issue. The issue is that there is no tech or scientific proof of how voices or caused or what terms are winning, trying to cause me mental illness, humiliation, loss, or consider putting me down, to serve any good to the majority, I ask which lives are protected by not allowing me to stay well live free of voices, I ask who’s peace is being served when Im made to hear voices, and question what type of hell do you accuse me of living in or chaos that should tell anyone when to stop they don’t, or any crime needing to happen to get anything to stop. What’s clear is I have been fighting recently consistently and I am going to continue moving in this direction without stopping due to voices, or shouting, or any hate website, and that Im not giving up or changing or changing my writing, to suit or win to be in place of court or represent anyone other than myself, its important that I stay well, so that I can blog online, so I don’t get bullying voices, and so nothing bad needs to happen for anyone to know when to stop, that’s not the solution, to accuse me of not being at peace, or treating me as though Im someone who doesn’t stop or moving in the wrong direction, Im not giving up for anyone. I know that I am doing everything right, Im doing my best, and I don’t need to be called things to become things to lose in life, and if you find humor in that, then I reserve every right to report whats going on in court, when the voices happen, when they stop, how much I need to fight, and what happens.