There’s not one side to get to, if I could best explain what I have learned from defamation and rumors being spread about me, and how damaging that has been to my mental health, not to mention causing me to hear voices, it’s really about managing those difficulties in private, and to no extreme fight fire with fire, meaning what is done to me, does not entitle me to do something back, and I think for some reason its set up that way, so the person who harms you doesn’t feel guilty, then convinces the public that you sound poor or disillusioned, to convince others that my words don’t matter or view my language as not making sense, or the person who should take insult, is a misinformation system of identifying themes in music and entertainment, are not geared to get everyone to one side, entitling them to see others as small, that’s not their purpose, no one wants anyone to feel so big that others are insignificant or weak by comparison, to not subject innocent people, or people of any language or exposures in life, to be confused or targeted, as appearing less strong than someone who we would believe is homicidal, a person who perceives themselves as smarter, or bigger in human strength than a person who is innocent who is of another language who does not think the same as a person, would be my best description of what a mass shooting is, no regard for human life, convinced of being in a world, which has many times been explained as a “mental health issue” but of what kind, of the same type as a person who interprets code and then sees me in person, and thinks that Im stupid or should take it, you wonder on what level has any generation interpreted the privilege in idolizing and an improved economy not of the generation of years of recession and no jobs, be an unstated confusion of the kind of things happening socially that is not the intent of any musician or filmmaker to create a tension or any odds in the community of interpretation to which all can benefit from, is not informing or strengthening a breed or a threat, made big by person, or connection, or a sexual analysis of humanity and gender, is basically misinformed of how a person becomes homicidal, to not differentiate suicide from homicide, or self-harm as non-violence, the best way to prevent homicidal feelings is to be recognized and appreciated for spending the past 4 years disabled and working hard to take down websites, while my successful websites were ruined and destroyed by being made fun of which we can now speculate as having to do with an anger toward OJ, or racist toward my nationality now, especially now given Judaism at war overseas in Israel, continue to wonder to what extent race can be used or themes created to disadvantage people high profile who come from stories, or especially of influence online in the community and writing among the many who provide reading material to the public or suggestions and ways to think and what to focus on in an effort to prevent the creation of a homicidal beneficiary to a code or common understanding in life that makes everyone feel good. This is how overstimulating me, accusing self-harm as a Jewish temperament, you continue to provoke and provoke to cause explosion intolerant of my cares or mental health, you will continue to wonder why that was ever allowed, or how my medical records are being misused to misdiagnose me to enable people to attack me, or make fun of court.