[2] Arguments in Support of Everyone – To stay well and carry on, focus on myself and problems right now and do my best to figure out life on my own, start publishing books, not be intimidated by the process of becoming known, or allow any death to convince me that by giving me a hard time, and needing to be alone take life seriously, are not all the ways I should be convinced Im mentally ill, or would ever subject any mind to any pressure they could not deal with on their own living life with a condition and still popular online, makes being informed of a loss, by one of my fans is not the kind of communication that should be exposed or a loss I would be unable to process, based on who I am or be not proud of myself and how Ive handled voices, and prevented self harm and suicide, sometimes its not your story that directs or misdirects a person, from safety, sometimes a confusion related to anyone else’s assessment of suicide, is not a subject unfamiliar to me, or have ever been in positions in life, with disability, that of all places my website with a world wide audience not any place for confusing who Im talking to you, or forgetful of all the innocent people who suffer, am thew last one to convince people they are mentally ill, or endure treatments poorly advise anyone on the subject of voices, compared to my own, an uneducated guess as to how a voice can be created representing (a former interaction personal or brief) is not how I learned how my past follows me everywhere I go, and maybe that was understand, that a bigger broadcast of the status of my mental health occurred again, whether in defense of himself, threaten me by bringing up each incident of voices, describe an experience that anyone would view as sick or abnormal or scary, or not the type of injury that takes 6 months to recover from, what Im learning is people wont stop when you tell them to stop, voices wont stop when you tell them to leave you alone, no explanation provided with suffice to explain how self harm ort suicide is related to voices, and its not my fault if I hear sick voices, Im not responsible for making anyone sick, or rejecting anyone, or not being a woman who takes care of herself, a sex addict or a dirty representation of a woman you would honor or consider a princess or willing to accept any Cinderella moment, if the issue is sexuality, Ive done my best to not have sex or date or love for the rest of my life, that’s important to me, because it’s not okay to make fun of my timing in life, accuse me of delusion, or liking the wrong things, or accuse me of having something in me that enjoys things or looks at people, I don’t remember a face, my disposition is in my head, for whatever reasons, call me scared or self harmed and consider that a joke, related to my own innocence or likeability, why would I be focusing on weight loss, and femininity for sex or approvals I don’t deserve, Im sure in every way I got strong, I worked hard for it, not trying to fit an ideal, ever a person who stopped having sex for the same reasons anyone would if hospitalized, Im grateful I had men in my life, things are so bad, that’s its really become not about me or how I feel, or whats connected to me, or worry if he’s hurting me, it’s about accusing me of mental illness, or not being professional, then punishing me disabled, with no discussion or explanation for why and how would a medication explain how voices are created, life is so short, who has time to have people against them in life, I was clear on not being able to handle lawsuit and that it took 7 years to finally apply for jobs, these are events in life, that I wil always be blamed or be accused of being mentally ill, but that doesn’t make my story sick, or mean its easy to speak in private, I think the moment it got dangerous for me, is when I stopped messaging everyone, and maybe that’s an issue you don’t consider protective or smart enough to know when Im well and positive and can connect, versus when I get hurt and feel sick, not able to connect, right now is one of those moments, when I feel like Im old or whatever is happening to me, is some unexplainable torture, that the CIA or tech can’t explain, which I get punished for for reporting, or connecting and rejecting me, attaching me, and detaching me, is an experiment on who I am or how I feel upon being known. Upon interaction, credit a Judge who’s name I do not recall, as sending me to meetings because he’s not sure if Im famous or not, I think the issue is do I know who I am, can I function, and be well liked, is my life, over, is subjecting me to a deadly pressure, without being provided meds, have anything to do with medication or my thinking, no or mental health no, it’s about my Father passing away, and he does not represent the value of my entire Facebook or team in life, just as someone wouldn’t let me change lanes to exit Lincoln, and let a huge truck change into my lane, waited for him to pass as he flicked me off with a fuck you at me through his window, who upon changing lanes to leave Lincoln, was slumped in his car looking at me, I don’t know you, and Im sure Im being graded on every interaction, and exposed on a level, that anyone has the power to ruin my reputation or call me crazy or accuse me of being mean, in the end its not worth sticking up for myself, if fighting is going to cause me mental illness hitting my head, I trust that no matter who knows me, or hears my story, studies me, questions me, rejects me, or doesn’t love me, I can accept being faced with confrontation on a level, I no longer need to be accused of leaving undisclosed pressures on family or the public, or expect me to go or commit suicide or be weakened or end up in the hospital, an example of documenting a bottom, that doesn’t care how I feel not concerning anyone with my health, even the fan worried about me, informing me his sister committed suicide 2 years ago, I refuse to be this person, you accuse of being forgetful or abusive or mentally ill, make fun of me as not being abler to handle life on my own, I never thought that talking to anyone in life, would solve my problems in life, and Im sorry that no one saw the work completed on my end, please know Im not drowning, insensitive to drug and alcohol addiction losses and recovery or celebrity losses, not know Im connected to celebrities, anyone who relapses in vain frustrated by a topic called “blame” in the end I know its not my life that’s hurting anyone else’s life, or headed nowhere, lost, or a person without faith or a future or actual sober time, and 12 years experience with mental health recovery, comparing myself, the opportunities that were lose to be social have been put on hold, until being alone, allows for everyone or no one, to read, or not read, complain, not believe me, be convinced, as many times as you believe life has turned out, is as many times and days as my life will be difficult until those questions are addressed, not accuse me of leaving problems on others, or poor writing. I know whats important what Ive sheltered my family from, including any discussion of a case or attorney representatives privileged to contact in the middle of my journey, didn’t leave anyone at risk of harm, or someone so stupid not respected in the community or on Twitter, that would cause anyone to be targeted including my family, I didn’t talk shit about my own family, or talk to a stranger about my problems in life, these are excuses for putting me down, or deciding that if my family has been affected by my life lived separately, I would be considered someone who protects who deserves to live a normal life, innocent free of harm, not someone trying to defend my genetics or a person who doesn’t know my own body or mental health, whether to the satisfaction of a Judge, I am not in control, of what makes you feel smart, or how stupid you think I am, or how I handle being told something serious that means that I will not be graduating from treatment not an emergency to tell my Boss, something has gone wrong, and Im being sent away, a type of job, or job loss, or example of something you accuse or make the issue “about telling me no, or accuse me of being impatient, or not waiting or not listening.” Based on my losses, no one is strong enough to handle the kind of voices I get, and get hurt repeatedly, not self harm, or be experimented with connected to, unhappy, nice demanding, again I am who I am, my soul belongs to me, Im not experimenting with a form of private discussion that’s too much for any individual to handle, I do my best to explain everything, work hard, the only way to trust me, and account for losses, would be for me to not question others, accept my place in life, back off, do my best, and if this is my reality, or if I get sick, do my best to focus on who I am, what Im doing, what is believed to be wrong with me, concentrate on what will keep me alive, not be too much for others, continue to shelter everyone from this alternate course of interpretation doesn’t require me to be happy, or in love, it jyst requires me to get well, stay well, not bother or blame anyone, accept how Im treated, do my best to never be sued again, discontinue talking in private, and start publishing books, sometimes getting hit by things without explanation, is to see whether Im strong, intelligent, considerate, a team player, or person who’s 39 years of life and improvements and medical records, does not entitle anyone to tell me whats causing voices or what makes voices, worse, what makes voices worse, is doing less in life, making fun of my disposition, pretending like everythings okay, and not caring if everything goes wrong for me, I have fully come to terms to be alone for the rest of my life, I do not see fighting me as the solution for determining how to get everyone to a safe side in life, my only job to shelter others, from having to explain life, or feel guilty about how they feel about life, or how they feel about me, is not my business, not my choice, not especially since the most intelligent students in the US, do not support Israel, it would be a bad idea to think Im immune from dislike or resentment.