It’s recently come to my attention that I am a victim of identity theft was contacted and informed someone was pretending to be me messaging with him. This is not a easy experience, I’ve reported the incident to ic3 for identity theft and doing my best to get well, stay offline, improve, and hope to return a brand new person recovered from all the trauma due to website or ridicule, discussions, or anger, or not concerned with my own discomforts safety needs, right to privacy, right to work, live life free of shame humiliation a hateful terms used to describe me.

In other words the person using me to look good and punish me in public while I’m in court is no one who I’ve harmed or threatened. It’s been over 4 years now of blocking and moving on that he continues to threaten me, pretend to be nice loving, then in public post all my information to cause identity theft, crime on me, hatred, anger, voices, hostility, rumor and disgust not to mention suicide self harm.

I don’t understand why the public expects me to continue to talk to someone who would make such a disgusting website with my face my body name my family spread rumor that I should be expected to write to him, be hurt by him, be raped by him, end up in the hospital because of him, ridicule alcohol as not helpful to prevent suicide self harm force me to model correspond with anyone who has made people dislike me, hate me, think poorly of me, embarrass me, use me, identity theft, publicize humiliating photos of me. Expect me to negotiate or punish me for reporting him. It’s not my job to help someone hurting me no matter what anyone thinks. Life is not so normal or not so bad or any movement so pronounced that requires me to help or model for someone causing people to be disgusted with me sue me cause me mental illness and ruin my life prevent my ability to work or blog. Is nothing I need to explain to the public or need to be given a hard time for blocking him getting voices or not blogging. What’s alarming is what’s being done to me that’s the insanity of it all is nothing you brush off punish me for use me rape me force photo sharing and expect sex or love from that’s not who I am that’s not how I identify online or in private and that’s not okay. It’s no one’s emergency because no one cares what I’m going through and you keep taking his side giving me voices. I’m in court I don’t have to be online help anyone right now if this is how I’m treated.

It’s not even about me once I get voices or people don’t like me it’s not in my control it’s not because of my writing it’s not because of meds my mental health when people are turned off and don’t see your value that’s him trashing me sexually and by photo so I am not loved to make me look stupid so I have a tough time in court so he uses my body my brain my energy steals from me pretends he’s nice falsely represents me pretends to be a supporter or someone who knows me pretends it’s okay to call me names and just let me experience mental illness and say it’s my fault means it’s not okay it’s too much it’s not a game I have to take care of myself it’s serious in a way words used to cause me trauma punching my head force exposure force communication force blogging force sex force reporting force emailing force me to punch my head is not my fault when I’m limited doing my best represent myself take care of myself not be bothered. He’s just hurting me so everyone can complain not like me injure my mental health blame mental health on me start a movement against me directed toward hating me hurting me ruining my life and using court as ammunition to hurt me hate me injure me ruin my life. Is what’s going on as to me.