At this point there is no acceptance for my life or mental health or 39 years of life is not unreasonable to deal with things privately or publicly upon distrust continue to report voices keep a log never unclear on what life is about or unclear of belonging or being on team didn’t let my life be ruined lose to someone who is preferred to support instead of me judging him showing court records or using my case number critical of my reaction favor someone who I was never accusing if unclear toward the Investigator just let someone get punished make fun of misidentifying my value calling me stupid offensive blaming me critical of an IOP text or later difficulty reported if it’s not about me and voices (represent people you accuse me of victimizing having not team) I’m not calling 911 staying home or disconnect over guilt or with insincere undocumented progress or innocence a person who is insulted with or without proof means what about “time” delays due to voices effort sickness sobriety a good life a second chance or failure is not about the people or a dishonest report or dealing with a circumstances to suggest Palisades was harmed by “voices” that don’t exist of blame me or accuse me of not knowing code expect everytime I’m well to get voices with this constant observance of issues is not me misidentifying themes or the meaning of life insensitive to years alive not know who I am unclear of what a public publishing or reassessment of enduring an condition I did my best about who’s words or about a judge or sense of humor poor or observation of life you expect me write perform discuss talk in public accuse me misuse writing or expect me to talk to an attorney or force me to go to the hospital I think we are clear on everyone was nice to me I faced difficulty everyone’s doing okay whatever level of illness or result of insult created by definition or disrespect of me means at no time in my life or improved was good enough to be filled with difficulty of distrust I think drinking and speaking black out drink for no reason with a full time job is an accurate measure of how voices calling me pervert have mentally disturbed me and clear on how many levels I’m misidentified report voices is not my fault I’m not racist a black t shirt it’s a purposeful misinterpretation of life making life a game of isolating me expect me to live life or by use of writing constantly let other people accept or reject or punish me is a system of voices “that reflects whatever life reflects” to reflect an interpretation or decision to accuse me well of being sick then expect writing perfect while being prosecuted for everything I say accuse me of being paranoid or ignorant or offensive or lying in the end if life is not about me Palisades I did my best to report voices and for better reasons they want me to me lose to cut communication use death to accuse me blame me life isn’t about me pretending to be well handling difficulty of someone you stuff and force to speak a lip kit joke at this point I don’t give a fuck what your code of justice is or what I smell like what my face looks like inconsiderate of losses.

Original Title: I Do Not Lie – If you don’t prefer communication or love prefer disconnect accuse me of having voices or being hurtful or not handling stuff maturely or accuse me of lying deny medication then that’s how I’ve been hurt no one purposefully is not talking to me period ignored or managing a difficult “mental health” concern I can’t identify myself or need help with, not talking to me including my Attorney or Judge, is what disclosure improper at a time of investigation and crisis …..