By the time I’m losing my battle with voices punching my head, or experiencing difficulty writing, decide to drink and not write, or make decisions to be offline with support, give me time to contemplate the existence of voices (as they are real to me not delusion or hallucination) and based on the facts figure out what anger is being directed toward me and why and what the basis is by the time I’m shouting and not writing blogging or not working it’s still just as important hospital or not to figure out what the problem is whether or not you believe code is making fun of me or using OJ to call me stupid, or calling me names to make other people feel smart or better than, fix my life before decisions are made to put me down over attending PHP or AA, dating or not dating, with or without love, there’s never a time where I’m here and everyone is elsewhere I’m making mistakes private or need to be exposed made fun of isn’t love isn’t how you treat people capable of working paid publishing books has not written a book yet on my timeline while writing a book on mental health voices not published yet. It’s clear losing to voices is cursing can’t speak sound stupid and that’s being done to me so people treat me as dead or gone to ignore see themselves as better than or create excuses or permissions to make fun of me or interpret life as a before and after of whether or not I’m respected or not loved I think to live life you are constantly qualifying yourself since there’s been no prior period of being bullied or fighting voices or bullies I’m choosing to move on and if necessary can write a research paper on the dilemma posed by reinforcing a belief of disrespect hurts the feelings of peoples natural expressions and basis for story not about me is capitalizing on the issue of what’s from me accuse me of misinterpretation or taking things personally make other people about me or misdescribe what’s working out to the benefit of everyone seeing I’m not famous yet not published there is no need for me to take offense if I’m helping and support others it’s not humor I’m extinguishing or who I am is not someone who causes upsets or losses or makes anyone feel less than I think on many levels a theory of life was over-promoted by hate website to accuse me of being famous or unhelpful wrongfully accusing me of being offensive and the conflict resulting from voices being reported in public is supporting a viewpoint of judging reality not as made with hate or love as I’ve addressed, but the point being at what point should I become “schizophrenic” to accuse my perspective as poor or be insulted by voices disconnect me from being a fan or supporter of celebrities is and will continue to be investigated by me on my own through thinking hard about life to what extent is anger occurring or justified or why was it necessary for me to fight voices on Instagram or expect me to know what to do now having provided many examples of me fighting in words means what can be solved by a discussion of voices (is what goes away with time) what’s permanent, what is public opinion of Leslie Fischman, how are words being used to reinforce an opinion or attitude toward me as though I don’t get it.

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