No one is being denied the heartwarming a light heated moments of solution or given attentions too late making a choice to be online with risk to me not too late for therapy. Any person privileged to be entrusted with managing your personhood in an environment that recognizes you to pass tests to be deserving of a job isn’t about me being in a job or losing a job how to describe my career and hard work a good decision maker faced a difficulty probably related to my honesty not completing my JD that completing a degree combined with being in a better place in life afforded me the ability to apply face rejections gifted the opportunity of being picked interviewed not anyone changed or later sick in a place I’m trying for things I’m unfit for or time to be critical of me doing my best told to focus on my mental health anyone in a serious place in life refusing care critical of anyone I just have to do my best it’s not about deleting conversations and ending up worse someone contacted and loved working towards rapport not anyone mistaking innocence or use of photography people of importance to me signify that love is not promised moving on is not required not anyone with more mental health issues trying to date not ready then or going through something difficult that means to be alone people who care can’t handle heartache it’s not about names or whether or not I’m a princess or about calling me hurtful a poor observation of life concerned with what I say now or private or public when shown or not shown insensitive to losses. I’m doing my best to not drink take life seriously figure out what’s wrong I did support everyone know who I am not confused called something don’t love myself take love for granted it’s not me not being cool or require photos to be cool deleting stuff to self identify misinterpret a coming to terms with being demanded to take photos a person clearly who did her best not hurtful or upsetting anyone or causing divorce I think I’m a person who presented positive worth it a real person not pretending doing her best not selling anyone short or competitive I did my best to accept his feelings I wrote a simple 4th step I finally had the time to complete not rushing the process of person without faith places to be social less than encouraged later turn into something rejected who loses not worth it a lesson on how short life is or unimportant I am I wasn’t critical of a Film Title addressing a course in documentary film or sensitive to what caused not completing final assignments a “No Direction Home by Bob Dylan” means I’m not paranoid or conceived with what’s about me trying to control how I look or what a film represents if anything a paper not completed in a course for documentary film. Related to how I went from being a good student to criticized as being an unsupported drug addict make fun of asking for help is no one’s fault not my friends no one who u stayed friends with isn’t about me ending up nowhere didn’t make it doing an injustice to others to be well or required improvement or blame to accuse me “being a sad subject” however loss was addressed properly it’s not about me being guilty or choosing alcohol instead of self harm a person back on meds supported even after a decision to be on meds or drink admit to a relapse not one didn’t support me.









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