I think with regard to all things mental health related, clarity is always a goal. Having a sense of clarity, like everything is going to be okay, things are working out, the worst is behind us. I can’t say that I am always in a place of clarity, but I would not mistake going to ER or paramedics, or 5150, as always for my clarity, I think sometimes people are offered a free solution, or stopping point, when it comes to medical care, something out of their hands, and I don’t think that this recent hospitalization, really did that for voices, I feel like just because you are on meds, or talk about mental health, doesn’t mean that it’s your fault, or anyone’s fault, that’s not psychiatry, what meds you take and why, and what for. I think everyone’s happy ending, is for sobriety, and no voices, to me voices, sounds like the devil is talking to you, like a fighting within joke, as though there are two sides to you, or a good and bad decision about to be made resistant to, to me I do identify alcohol or drug use as wrong, and really darkens the subject of mental health, doesn’t make a viewpoint of me improve, I think alcohol or drugs is used to make me look bad, to make me appear ignored, or build a resentment toward me, as though my writing is not written from a sober and good person of faith. Voices is a controversial subject, I don’t think it’s anyone’s fault I collapsed, I think I was working hard and writing a lot, and could have slept more, but it’s okay I’m alive and doing well.