I don’t think anyone spending time writing, battling voices bullying, intends to end up in the ICU, and maybe that only happens to me. Who am I to suggest limits, or provide reason to anyone or anything working against me in life, who am I to ask for leniency or to request to not be hurt. In the midst of battling bullying, and a hate website, I wasted so much time and effort on voices and how hurtful voices are, that I got robbed in the process, someone stole my Weebly website, which for now was not published, but when I had money would publish both. At this point I don’t know what people think is doing a justice by hurting me stealing from me, turning against me, accusing of addiction or alcoholism, what do they expect to be left of me giving me a hard time in life, I don’t deserve that. I don’t really feel like going to court this week, not after being hurt online again, and having to talk to an investigator, and now someone stole my first website, and I haven’t even published a book yet, and just started getting paid jobs, I wonder why am I being hurt, and for what reason, why am I being experimented with, what is the point, what is this trying to show, how should things look overall, how does hurting me do anyone a justice, and I wonder why did I spend so much time, being so nice to everyone, and thoughtful online and get hurt, that’s not a justice. That should not happen to me, I didn’t deserve to be hurt, I didn’t say anything wrong, I didn’t change, and no one deserves to punish me, take from me, hurt me, bully me, or ruin my life. I didn’t do anything to hurt anyone else’s life, I did nothing but support everyone, and be kind and generous, I was myself online, I shared my writing. I worked hard, and I deserve to not be robbed, and I don’t deserve to be hurt. What about me, when all is said and done, how does hurting me, do anyone a justice, what purpose is served, by taking me off meds, and accusing me of anything, I was writing.