A few issues:
- Refusing to fight voices, and not writing.
- Reporting refusal to fight voices, and not write.
- Being fought, and affecting my ability to write.
- The use of terms to spread rumor, reject my arguments.
- The use of the word “race” against me, after sharing my story.
- The use of the subject sexuality, after making a researchforhate.com website, and outline.
- Lack of acceptance for periods without voices, and ability to earn peace.
- Trying to punish me, and accuse me of being no one important.
- Insult my motivations in life with words, or use life for story used against me.
In life respect is not a game. Whoever I was and whatever I was loved for, changes, once I become the person who is fought, it becomes about why do I deserve to have a life, and recover, and move forward in life. As someone who has been in many phases of inspiration and being supportive of others, I don’t think its fair to shorten my story to mistakes, are not my fault, that I was accused of delusion, and deny the existence of a hate website without mention. I don’t think there is any purpose for any think tank, or anything CIA, about being given a hard time in life, blamed, or not loved. I think if that’s what you believe, then to stay away from everyone, and not appear in court. It’s really not my job, to live life over again, or be sent down so far in life, like I have many years in life, to recover or be able to work and have a life, maybe that’s time off meds Im not willing to spend in experiment, or negative judgment, to accuse my writing as being delusion, or by medication. It’s a confusing subject, past punishment, who is working in support of what theory about you, and its hard to be trusted with things like medications, when their doubt as to your own capacity to stay well, or with regards to your focus on content online, as headed some place better or nowhere.









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