08-30-24

Going through something personal right now, just need to talk to the Sheriff and figure out whats happening and why. While editing my website I noticed someone downloading and stealing content, and when I tried to change my password and remove my website from my jetpack, my website was removed from my account entirely, and adding lesliefischman.com to my domains, showed up a blank website, while the remainder of my website is left on lesliefischman.wpcomstaging.com which I no longer have access too.

I’m doing my best, in the middle of a medication change, they might be taking adderrall away and have been denied adderrall for two days, not to mention, discontinuing messaging someone who has threatened me in my past, and who has been a source of much stress and strain, Im sure and revisiting of issues, and torment online, as discussed, isn’t going to make things better, that is not my reality, and I do not choose to make that kind of torment my reality, or become a joke.

I’m doing my best to work on my mental health. Maybe starting over is the solution, to recent changes to my blog, and maybe it’s for me to figure out how I function best. The less people believe in me and the more people become worried b y changes to me, the more I lose in life, and that’s not the solution, upon doing well to be convinced Im sick, or get hurt in a way that causes me sickness. I have always been open with my audience, not all risks to my health can be prevented, in the event that someone is purposefully hurting me for no reason, and does not respect me being off meds for a couple of days and needing to rest and be alone. I can’t keep up with everyone’s anger and issues, Im doing my best. I saw Ronald Reagan movie today, and to my shock have been humiliated while a fish tank is featured in the film, and I just think that the positive message is being lost in translation.