In the end I have no solution for being harmed or experiencing actual mental difficulty or instability you accuse guilt school shooting photo type or producing photos for the webcam person rape or what makes me stupid in the end if the issue is voices that cannot be solved talking to anyone that no person system of production publication discomfort respect or working hard to photo not concerned with fixing my own disfigurement decide to punish me for a bad photo make lens of issue doesn’t make a fraud or inconsiderate or not bumble aware encouraged to show apple photos or official photo next to a politician or try runway modeling a declared system of punishment preferred or quality of capture sought or fitness routine discontinued about whether or not I’m fit for an audition working hard or showing up shot in so many ways being supported working all day is not recognized as as a brave achievement presence undervalued participation questioned expectation disregarded these are not signs of readiness guilt or collapse mean it’s unclear the strength of my presence innocence success or grasp of celebrity issues improper in any way shape of form by age class or unpaid a worked for privilege I’m doing my best to lose weight not delete a Tik Tok and make fun of Tik Toks made with one of 3 photos of my body type and stages as runner accuse me of anorexia or mental illness poor driving focus bad connections minimize the loss of my cat devastation paying for surgery taking care of my cat for 8 months make fun of however on meds with no TV sleeping in silence book writing a runner making videos being myself served as evidence to make fun of my health who I am my head size create random explanations or lenses or misspeaking or meds doesn’t ever make it okay to accuse me of mental illness or struggle that’s my fault or punish me for enduring a difficulty no head injury video pen pal photo medication or compliance on ability meant I’m in a bad life can’t take care of myself or accuse nudity as a constant excuse for offense or invitation for possession or haunting my space my mind or accuse me of being sick or not being CIA not loving myself a SCOTUS joke blame visits issue police hole size email sent innocence or form of punishment requiring explanation of what’s my fault or how I was punished accuse the timing of injury or issue or being served mattering I’m not living a life told I’ve committed wrongs ways to make fun of my record or question the purpose or email confrontation in the end life is life no one is responsible for you no one supports you no one can help you no one understands you no one cares to hear your story there is no solution for voices or issue addressed to make fun of the CIA in positive spirits entrap me isolate disconnect blame me cause me mental illness as though I’m giving up not explaining life as it is that the continued justification for anger toward me is disability pills being supported not trusted punching my head and making fun of difficulties ….. the best solution to respect those capable of helping is to accept in whatever way it’s been confirmed I’m mentally ill or stupid or guilty or not measuring up continue to test the issue of contact who I am what’s left of me how I’m losing in life to what others things uncool with it’s not about possessing traits to take an exam a sudden loss or failure public online to make me the subject of mental illness and condemn being alone concrete effort or writing as not working toward the solution. I did my best to live honestly it’s not an easy issue or can be solved disabling me and blaming me or accusing me of being gross ugly or ugly I think whatever monster you created imagined is representative of whatever closure is sought by voices with respect to who I am or what’s offensive about me you may never know who I am or when I’m doing or well or credit when I’m doing well but please don’t make a big deal of being helped or rejected consider me punished upon wellness or privilege in so many ways life is solved without your input up to you to improve and ultimately it’s about what’s wrong with you why don’t you take or speak losing structure gaining weight not in a better place has to with what my story is ….. there is no solution for voices or reason for help court sobriety continued public explanations or emails for court or statements you continue to blame me for I’m not paranoia and proud of my own work and I’m sorry if for however many reasons I’ve been devalued supported as someone who can help many inspiring writing quotes to a world peace joke billionaire or success ignorant attachment toward women not worth knowing a source of upset make fun of calling Trevor Project, s as my moment I had female friends, make fun of any guy friends, and for no one to care about Cloudflare or who I’ve helped if I can’t prove who I’ve helped I’ve not understated dilemma or protection of celebrities enduring difficulties uneventful easy not demonstrating heroism make fun of every public comment or measure of strength required to help others decide to make believe I’m not strong not handhold unfit dishonest untruthful sick not innocent inappropriate called out unclear of harm justice solution misread life to mean everyone’s expecting solution you accuse me of non performance you didn’t care release dates attendance disclosure sobriety for months changes in care experiencing symptoms reports declining support you accuse me of being mentally ill In the wrong too late in a state of emergency period that means anything about me is on point did I not make or clear I was punished overreacted seen interviewed taken off all meds drove to OC and gave up reported voices …. Sometimes the difficulty is no therapists job to help AA person companion Judge or court ways to tell what makes me mentally ill or what causes voices …..if I’m smart enough to not disappoint be of value do good work be alone accept my place do my best to prove prevention not bother anyone period stay meds focus on stating well being given meds isn’t making it not making it sick mean I’m wrong at fault so long as you constantly make fun of anyone’s criticism foresight comment or issue about what Invega fitness or writing is for never forget working hard writing professionally not self harm business card joke that’s how life works constantly make a game of disempowering me meeting me blaming me dissatisfied there may never be an attention turning conversation or interaction that excuses anyone’s anger I’ve not forgotten conversation or my content a deletion joke privacy system of record keeping ineffective …. I accept everyone in lives they deserve don’t make myself important or have an issue not able to identity what’s offensive about me any photo communication appearance honesty or job needs to keep track of you do your best to appear and that’s it either you stay well fit to appear of have issues or proof your unfit a photo discrepancy delusion or form or punishment intolerant of any diagnosis or explanation …..