I was sober for years have been treated attended rehabs did my best to question missing a job in DC as a once in a lifetime experience or Witken Award …..

Note even if I get hurt sent down no one can take away my sense of doing the right thing and naturally can’t tell if I’m being hurt or in a place to care why don’t make fun of medical care or living arrangements accuse me having any knowledge of getting As or why on vyvanse got Ds, I had a great law school experience, in a new school I was one of the first classes at the old campus question my intelligence or how I feel about getting into law school again it’s not the fancy school I studied in admires lucky to visit or question all the professional applications made in folders with labels accuse me of being lost or writing a weak personal statement ….. there’s nothing wrong with my story or any information shared that tells anyone to not take me seriously or explain hospital 2009, in the best way that’s untrue things are good doing well make a pattern of punishing me accuse me of lost faith or instability with approvals and an A, change my story to medication abuse! I worked hard for that A and it’s not my fault in what way being put on meds took many years to get used to I did my best, eventually one day Judge I’ll be doing well in a job doing my best and do everything exactly right to get to move on not be observed or discredited again it’s not how high up I am compared to where I’m put all I have to do is get strong again be thankful for the life I do have not justify or think “instability or rejection reflects who I am with a job apartment and boyfriend” I’m a sober recovered cocaine addict I’m a good person who lives next to police stations, no matter where I am or who I am or what I have or what I’m comfortable talking about what’s difficult experience again it’s my story it’s my pain it’s not anything anyone studied or heard is coordinating for taking jobs away or accuse me of alcoholism or addiction or accuse going to AA as something I did with dedication having no issues with what others thought ….. I don’t need to be known to know what to do with me, I just need to manage my own faith and how I appear not date do my best, or be accused of sharing my story or blaming doctors I know my story it traumatized me I’m not a bad patient who was helped …. The issue is who I am what I’m like who cares how well I am or f I’m well enough to stay home, I certainly know to call the police for voices, disturbing my peace isn’t how you accuse me rook of bad conduct or an invaded space it was quiet when I moved in peaceful and can be quiet again no matter how much light or color you view a house to carry I didn’t dim anyone’s life not belong treatment ever think I’m too good to be places judge anyone I met, so don’t accuse me of being close to anyone or not having friends, I experienced life maybe you will never believe my scary experience or talking to the police but don’t scare me to death make fun of drawings or death threats accuse me of existing or there being some more powerful body that tells anyone I deserve to be scared accuse me of delusion or of being raped. I’m not dirty I called the police stop accusing me of knowing how I got HPV I said my boyfriend he’s familiar with it, I told him I think someone touched me, I never had sex with anyone else with a gynecologist on rodeo drive mean I’m not clean of of more value than someone who should or should not get cancer don’t question my caretaking skills of my own vagina accuse me of being used up letting myself make make fun of having a collation no over the counter medicine work being seen tested and needing surgery …. Maybe that doesn’t count as survival or a near death experience I was vaccinated for and tested frequently in college accuse me of being dirty or sexual picking anything in life. I can fix myself don’t accuse me of needing power to be motivated to help others I’ve worked with several presidents since 2008 worked for the government I’m not weird in places in life anything is weird because of me and I’m not someone who feels weird or needs meds or affected by social interaction paranoid diet ask what work was like accuse me of being mentally ill asking for help or randomly overdose with so much support there will never be an excuse or explanation or story of anything gone right be proud of the only time I dated and have friends accuse me of not losing everything and punished for hospitalization again it’s not what meds I’m on or what I’m studying or who I’m seeing our what package I’m sending or who’s been shot or what phones I had that means I’m conflicted or being helped taking on too much or doing anything wrong everyone tries to help … if no one can trust my interest or sharing of stuff I’m independently studying don’t accuse me of being sheltered or not able to study a case my childhood grew up around think everyone knows something I don’t and that by studying a case I’m not gonna make it or am doing something wrong. In the end you don’t go through life searching for answers or being up meds or sequence or self harm accuse me of telling my story wrong making anyone not feel special protected don’t make fun of not being qualified to get a paid job make fun of my “eat your food” comment in response to not letting money intimidate me or need money to be anywhere in life. And maybe starting with nothing isn’t believed that I have to lose everything get hurt scared be alone in court ignored suffering or “unstable” to see if I end up in the hospital can handle life ….. or view mental health as an instability you have a choice of whether or not to be hospitalized. I think doing a justice in recognizing my story isn’t valued not believed would be to back off prove myself again let voices win reflect on issues and concerns remember my losses and hard work and maid no excuses for being a person mentally ill or on drugs like anyone in the world can tell what’s wrong with me accuse me of being hurt in law school when I loved law school we don’t deserve to lose support financially time matters I did get jobs I had to accept not finishing and I had to work this hard to be in a place I can study learn memorize again. Maybe the test fit honesty and a true measure of your innocence or instability in life is to be convinced of voices incapacitated delayed taken off meds start over be disabled and if I deserved to not be allowed to be smart would have tried that again but I’m not desperate or losing in life that I’m too late or not going to make it a product of drugs or alcohol or mental incapable of staying well judge changes in care. Again it’s not the loss you should considered me offended by it’s my story and he story’s influence no one relating to me and question whether I’m not right or have done wrong not working in the minds of people in music connected to a lawsuit misinterpret my ability to help on my own I keep everything maybe he issue isn’t proof all my photos were seen accuse me of being ill prepared on IMDb, It’s not how Twitch was described as “everyone’s hero” come from a beautiful story in music related to Sela’s Superman costume accuse me of forgetting my influence it’s in what ways you accuse me of not having a traumatic experience preventative accuse me of bad reactions or accuse him of possessing an issue you think has to do with my support being unwanted or accuse me of being stupid not realizing things or too late inattentive I think I tried to help Ellen Degeneres blocked my I messaged a DA recommended to help, and everything became about me being gross or responsible for his disappearance accuse me of not belonging or not singing not loved not working out in the kinds of other wrongfully accuse me of offenses accuse me of not being innocent or accuse my presence as unwanted if it’s my study of a loss you dislike and if it’s my story you think is weak or means trashy or mentally ill then you won’t redirect my 2009 my legal education or appreciate any story period it’s not what’s causing me to be protective or delete messages it’s about using voices to scare me expect me to be an open book read along and think crime is going to be solved reviewing my work, I am innocent if you think I’m guilty don’t accuse me of not knowing what’s important delete what my senses are off chat tell value hesitant or not comfortable with my own data accuse me keeping track of what people say think or saying things misunderstood I think if it happened like missing gloves or with comment for losing everything the joke isn’t I diff know who OJ is make a joke or personal statement about my Father that was weird or suspicious it’s about valuing people who will hard and maybe that’s not a mystery how hard my Dad worked and that’s okay, I’m driven on a good life I remember my life I didn’t say anything wrong and if you think it’s a joke to make me look guilty describe me mistake me did something else or misinterpret capability knowing my own strength then let me use my own life to demonstrate luck or how hurting me doesn’t identify where my heart is or who mattered to me a good reason to not work, I can take a break also it’s not about starting with nothing not being famous and work my way toward respect and jobs again if you question where my words come from that it takes complete ignoring me staying away from everyone to show I comprehend lawsuit then don’t mistake my strength as looking stupid or being wrong or imagining how I’m judged if it’s my help or post you accuse of being an unwanted energy that others can tell there is something wrong with me, then let me represent myself accuse me of whatever you think classifies me as not a victim advocate I don’t need to be offended by the ways you think I’m online for no reason from a big story or haven’t studied crime have experience 2013 in crime surges try to help stay in court if you sour know why I’m still and I said make a list to stop a series then ask FBI, whether a writing break not waste time saying pervert over and over again wasn’t worth fighting or my disclosure I fight fight lose fights easily make fun of my defiance makes me look bad, maybe you won’t be happy solution is being found until I write until things are good enough, don’t mistake news as stuff you pick and choose write about accuse me of not being an expert over journalist from a new story and neighborhood or private schools to accuse me of advertising something I’m not beauty decide to think I attract harm bad luck and hear my article then make everything about calling me homeless or resentful or not positive or not feminine women centered able to help women and girls in my room at home, disqualify me on the basis of word or sexuality ….. maybe no one should love me to determine if I’m human our woman or strong enough to be bothers or blamed given a hard time fit fit having a baby or husband maybe it’s my goals you think don’t show why I should be in protected don’t accuse of being places with sickness or accusing me of schizophrenia make fun of my energy voice question my humanity or ability to survive accusing me of having energy problems injure me give me voices hurt me accuse my blog as targeted in a non rioted town national guard be convinced bad occurs in common to my code I dont care what the joke is calling me OJ your not fun helping the Kardashians. Remember its not my story or life governing crime or stuff about me hidden why Im writing for 2 years to prove crime is not in common to me shown not shown to show the government nor business is alleging my presence connected to a homicidal killer sensed before attack. Again its not my work history thats fake or lawsuit mean the Attorney was entitled to call me “mentally ill” I dont need to be served to wake up know things arent good accuse me of being oblivious its about sharing my story twice and sued that my health meds dont matter, I dont need help if people dont respect me, I recognized jail meant punishment painful scary in case the shock of jail isnt believed if its unclear never love talk to anyone I worked hard no record told anyone Im required to disclose a name protected not mention dont use email threats make me seem unserious not a big deal.