I’m not living life in the wrong I’m sorry you don’t know me don’t value get voices a person unhelpful to any audience someone who can’t handle hurt hate or anger make me a poor example of effort can’t even stay well or need protection make my safety needs a joke, I don’t understand why I don’t deserve to get a job unstable set a simple goal face instability and email some unknown decision to email after drinking accuse sounding sick on an email ….. and make fun of my work history many insensitive ways he’s told everyone to not care about me call me sick about me losing to what he says any simple solution handled or worsening clearly if I get sick anyone working full time proud of myself did my best didn’t deserve to get sick for no reason write an email thought things would get better but got worse not his support or the investigator telling him to not hurt me, hurt myself by accident since August working hard for it to be taken down anything he’s said I can’t accept did my best, handling a lot of pressure just to be accepted worth getting a job not let him win, and he supported me, things said hurtful mean I have a condition or fear of words reputation destroyed for no reason left up for a year did my best, got a job, still not okay to leave up.

Why should self harm 2017 is no one’s business with no history of hospitalization hearing voices or self harming, don’t know myself well enough or what I sound like to others convince anyone who met me to expose not justified talking briefly a couple months forgetful, doing my best on meds or invega anyone who gets hurt no one else sees concerned with support, or don’t know who I am mean I’m guilty or hurt by someone who doesn’t get in trouble in a life that it’s hard to talk to people, am a forgiving person, independent, not doing anything to be called anything no matter what I hear say repeat isn’t me who sounds sick not worth a read enduring condition mean voices are my fault trying for things in life clearly no one cares to see pictures from my life and also doesnt care why I don’t have any pictures of myself anyone who lies about what they look like with old Apple iPhones did my best. It’s not about what people can tell looking at me mean I’m a fraud or there’s is something wrong with me current photos shared and ignore talking to an ex again liked eachother and deleted bumble a positive not ready to date my ex met up with me, doing things right in life going through something tough that’s not letting anyone down ….. I never lived life like I’m not smart or suddenly get sick anything my fault a person who was a runner loved myself would never hurt myself ….. it’s not who I am or where I’m sent or what made me special bringing anyone’s down anyone doing their best inspired or concerned also not anyone of help working hard professional losing faith or take any loss for granted a person in common anyone who you accuse of not helping anywhere to be special, in life you are given few chances to fix yourself if your lucky move on to take on harder challenges it was worth meeting any courtroom as a law student doing her best a happy story a good student not anyone lost or sick in court, unprofessional, maybe it’s not my status meaningful, or life of value given a chance to be able again anyone not working hard send books continue to me worth it, focused on the wrong things in life, at some point after not being allowed to talk to anyone, the lesson is still be of value helpful, graduate not famous went through a lot unhelpful taken off meds.