It’s Not Important for anyone to talk to me, I do not respond poorly anyone who shares a story pushed past a limit to compare, it’s not a game voices however I sound is the solution whatever a hate website represents I can’t control how to keep things good constantly sick someone who you see well and destroy call that punishment I’m not guilty disclose difficulty …. I was a team player I am myself beautiful can’t handle tech problems disappoint anyone this is not how you see me well make fun of moments still don’t a word is offensive don’t need love a job or human interaction ….

Life is not about demoralizing me if you want me to commit suicide and don’t care who I am I didn’t take things too far beaten up got help worked full time unfocused the problem the issue is not me leaving good be who you are I can keep myself alive it shouldn’t matter if I’m alive by whatever you say a joke it’s my life I don’t have to fucking be alive lose everything you know what I’ll never get better because I don’t have to be alive for no reason not positive the issue is you don’t give a fuck about my life and it doesn’t matter if I’m alive anyone blaming not cool need help back up I didn’t fuck up if you don’t care why can’t I write it’s not disability or challenge hacking or loss a joke someone you conquer an undeserving delusion end up dying speak wrong taking anything to heart I am focused on me if you don’t want my help stop accusing me of delusion try to change me and can keep me alive not good enough an ability I earned writing someone who speaks well made fun of or mean stop accusing me of not being cool meeting my therapist doesn’t matter unfit dangerous or gay too much for comprehension don’t record everything unfit for anyone’s views insensitive to loss work hard not a research paper joke someone well not keeping photos allowed privacy can’t identify what I’m doing wrong. It will never happen again no one will ever love me I will never get through this overcome voices I don’t need to be alive no one talks to me no one gets me no one cares for my humanity no one cares about reaching out or if I care you know life won’t change for you it’s up to me to be alive know what to take seriously look stupid clearly wrong 12 times disable mean I’m not guilty something you can feel I’m not allowed to be smart cant be trusted you don’t care about my eyes of life or know what sobriety is for a few relapsed things in life adding up end up nowhere not helpful can’t stay alive because I look stupid someone who doesn’t feel smart starts over no one important asked to leave paranoid over rumor it’s not me trying to pass for normal helped taking it easy lying or mean it’s not about being helped or bad texts …. I think focusing on myself am the same here nowhere easier elsewhere can’t make others happy too old for life don’t belong had a good life mean I can’t self identity so stupid not smart you make fun of writing. And offer no a space to be well question sickness I didn’t hurt anyone some voices taken away don’t know how to handle life sounding stupid make fun stages an easy subject is not about me I don’t need to be alive if I there’s nothing I can to fix my life no one’s problems unhelpful forget about connecting I can figure out why I’m stupid or dying no one cares ruining anyone happiness ….