When I say I quit I’m going to stay in my room my for the rest of my life refuse public appearances jog on a treadmill and my neighbors called the sheriffs jumping out of my chair lunging at the balcony saying I’m gonna fucking jump off the balcony. Means voices isn’t a joke or the words and whatever death symbolizes is communicating for voices calling me pervert which if they are homocidal toward me confuse the public I’m making clear in all honesty truth how I feel have decided life is too complicated and deadly for any group project dream or code at this moment I wish to be alone block everyone not talk to anyone for the rest of my life refuse to be played blamed robbed make identify theft jokes sacrifice peace luck sex jokes I know who the fuck I am and when it’s fucking life or death and know when it’s too dangerous for human life misled and no one who is fucking making people small and dead or big enough to be God and if he’s aging and his face is fucked up and I’m not killing him or Texas then I can fight by myself not kill anyone if it’s too complex for me as a person intelligent surviving court and voices is a disaster with no cure I’m going to stay away from everyone for the rest of my life if you don’t trust me. And fight my fight stay alive on my own merits.