When things are good it should feel quiet, you should feel at peace, there may be deadlines looming, things to do, you could feel like something is missing, life isn’t perfect, but its about appreciating things when things are good, or to appreciate the peace that is achieved through improvement.

Having just had a near death experience, simply from battling voices through writing, has been very shocking, and defeating, disheartening, and has left me feeling powerless, like giving up in life, but Im here writing instead, hoping to make my life better, and hope that inspires others to improve their lives. I don’t think anyone was built for how a mental health issues gets triggered or brought about, and may that always be a wonder about life, what is real, or trying to determine what the issues are. I think by now knowing, me anyone is capable of aggravating me, fighting me, giving me voices, and all that addresses, is how life should happen. To me getting a job, shows that I applied, was met, and given permission to work, given an opportunity in life, to better myself and better my life. What voices remind me is some street analysis of livelihood or believe existing considered forgotten, or should determine where I end up for better, that’s not what has brought me to blogging, a bad experience, or symptom, that’s no way to help others, if you have symptoms, and it shows because my cloudflare analytics increased, and through the discussion of voices, decreased, so that’s what is now drawing an audience to me, symptoms, words, or discussion of symptoms, that’s something that people generally don’t want to read, a fight or an imagined battle to make fun of me for.

Given what has happened in California, I think what’s in everyones best interests is to stay well, and not get sick, by subjects or words, that get brought up in passing around me, is not my choice, and clearly am putting the time into addressing issues as best I can. Everything is done with support, life does not happen for you unsupported, love and dating does not happen for you if you don’t have your light and innocence about you hopeful about life, still have dreams and aspirations in life.