Working hard humiliated accept the permanency of hate website and report the voices as stated not be forced to be made fun speak in dysfunction what makes me wrong something everyone saw unforgivable ……

I’m not hiding a condition failing to write posts keeping track of how many times I respond at different times leaving up any arguments can’t accept there to be something wrong me anyone is trying to convince me is true or a word to get used to justified. It’s not who I am how I should be treated think I’m up there not being careful don’t belong I can get jobs ….. I am someone with mental health issues have many moments of peace time spent with no voices doing well in life anyone lying or a dishonest representation summary of every reason I’m gross someone to not value highlight my value accuse me having sex with unfit strangers dirty make STD jokes is job one a crisis mean they are dirty were suffering require penicillin not a joke. I don’t have to share copies of what he said need to be reminded of things he’s said to tell me who I am I didn’t say anything mean it’s no one gives a fuck about or all my chances in life I didn’t change (have voices that make me sound mean) deserved. It’s really hard for me to be shouted accuse me of being mean call mentally ill not care if I end up in the hospital, I think of everything he said and clear on everything Im hearing it’s unclear how my writing should change ….. if I speak proper not violent hardworking just had a job a strong person been through a lot not in a place to date have issues or called words use the word “pedophile” as a permanent report accuse me of not being innocent not young have issues with kids never in a place to marry have kids working on myself isn’t how you make fun of my resume bring up innocent people in life accuse me of being gross don’t make fun of my photos or age being 70 accuse me of wanting sex from anything younger than me an ageist or cougar clearly you don’t care about my age and everytime you see feet accuse me being a suspected offender how is that website deadly to my health doesn’t mean my humor is poor anyone you make fun a person who is asexual who is not allowed to openly talk about sex criticized about sex, a person who discloses discourages others from openly talking about it since I get called hurtful words hated …… why should seeing a download be a shocking reminder or list disturbing stop sharing anyone hurt making a big deal about anything. It’s really not okay as a human being once offended in a library is not okay to accuse me of not loving myself need help, one of the worst ways you can judge a human being is saying I don’t love myself don’t feel good about me doing something harmful to my health not anyone improper at home or bad in a home alone doing my best. Why should I take chances in life for any reason any history of voices mean I’ve done anything wrong. Im not an angry person unhappy unfit to date seen you ever accuse of thinking I’m black have issues with who I am or losses in a place in life unfit to meet speakers how a issue is addressed by hate website anything he’s said a public service something I should get over move on from, you forgot an entire year doing my best, and self harm. I’m sorry you don’t like modeling is not inviting offenders anyone who is not strong on a subject offensive anyone who doesn’t know what love is posing or lying by photo someone else by now need love to feel good, this really isn’t about all the ways no one loves me no issue addressed proper or victim in a home article read a shocking form of child abuse. Anyone unfit to handle sex issues not hot, needs to be put down as though I should know what I’ve done wrong I think in the end it’s not my Instagram or photo false offensive someone careful a victim is clearly not happening to any other woman about him improving or me changing a lesson on life or connection meaningful. Why should I be a poor representation of someone loved suddenly not able to date waiting ignore chances or hook ups a poor example of nothing working out for me in any place in my 20s or 30s for any reason describe myself as not having sex for purposes of not accusing me of waiting for anyone better is not how life works, instead of respecting my privacy all he did was humiliate me create a sick image of who I am or what I’m doing in my life doesn’t give a shit about how I feel or my privacy tend to his needs no one’s business to see mine isn’t worth suicide not a big deal or tell everyone to see a website checked on, going through a lot. I don’t think blogging here is supposed to show anything better or by instagram me downplaying that prefer to be this way clearly in a place disorganized bringing up stuff no one really knows or cares about a difficulty doing my best to get along not how I lost a job stable or voices on break or drink for no reason an example of sounding stupid looking professional embarrass myself why would someone emailing be forced to address a crisis in remission can’t manage myself discussing a dangerous subject in an email or anything else drink and sound mentally ill underserved disorder in a job talked about ….. not how to destroy an image or wellness something my fault making a big deal over anything why would a professional rapport working hard not bother ruin my ability to keep a job, have a problem sober after disclosing I attend meetings anyone working hard taking chances. Let this be the lesson on who I am or who I am not or why I’m online someone well, who belongs who doesn’t need to be misdescribed as offensive need support from men or women don’t know what I’ve said or what I’ve survived on my own loved in a monogamist dating asked about disclosed to figure out how no one scared a common disorder have issues with anyone when loved, why would I be running around a we care healthcare joke resentful of anyone a rare case with shots get checked in time a helpful reminder anyone who didn’t share their experience calling other girls dirty in what way does any card regarding women’s health a place is life mean I have anger or issues with a good life have friends walk to the ER unstable since we stated dating nothing new judged for paranoid. The spirit of we care was in support of Obama care ….. the issue my own, not an unhelpful reminder person who can date casually have concerns with sharing anyone mean who is called dirty and schizophrenic. It’s been so long since then do my best to not speak wrong ….. why would I be so busy mad at anyone someone in and out of the hospital myself lucky to be supported still.