We are nearing solution for upsets negative terminology doing my best to illustrate I’m not complaining or okay with my medical records calling it an overdose and if that’s true and if what keeps happening to me is overdose talking to Kevin Costner, or not solved by blogging, missing therapy, punished for being at rest or be accused of lying regarding collapsing these are arguments in life I can’t win have accepted where everyone stands can accept not being prescribed, do my best to live a good and honest life not need to call the police or be accused of missing issues or not detailed or failing to meet the demands of the present circumstances, allow for everyone to impose their view of solution, work hard and not take for granted when off meds it bothers everyone what’s wrong with me not accuse me of being difficult or unhappy just do my best, it affects everyone when I’m punished don’t connect (like my experiences with love punished for time alone or where I am in life) it’s my job to keep living life not bother anyone and especially not end up someone who use 12 steps or a DA or court to accuse me of hurting men and say that’s what’s wrong with me or what everyone thinks is something about life I’m not okay with being accepting of everyone a positive person handling life as it happens not punishing anyone or critical of money quality or status I think once you interpret insult or accuse me of thinking I’m smart or important I’m not making anyone else look bad or need to be graded on a subject for a hotline I worked on, not okay to make fun of how that happens to a woman say I did something wrong by being nice and talking  to someone is no excuse to bring up my size or body type or question who’s dated me last a person in law school who gets a boyfriend is loved anyways and loves honestly keeps a journal it’s not about calling me hurtful or accusing me of wrongfully addressing rape or bring up who I am or my value or performance or intelligence or strength in life question who I am or what my gifts are in life not make fun of my spirituality and wrongfully address race or my 4th step or what I remember a person concerned with money or guy type in a way you criticize not going out to not have sex as a good enough lesson on friendship and talking to people maybe one day everyone will feel good be deserving and I don’t think it’s okay to not care about my feelings or accuse me of not being in the mood wanting to go home concerned about points snorting cocaine someone who doesn’t know what rape is having sex with a guy who knows who I’ve dated and hit on my Mom, the moments in life or errors in life about having sex or relapsing or disclosing being in rehab not judge me as judgmental or the girl talked about who doesn’t know about websites in college dedicated to shaming women not a Kanye West song played in Orange County me living life like something’s wrong with me personal. I don’t think you saw me as supportive I think I’m held to a higher standard stay away from women do my best to respect men not anyone representing another women he takes cares of or tell my short hair to stay away can’t handle that I’m Jewish or get a really a nice job or end up sick bullied to make fun of my advice in life I’m doing my best to be cool I was lucky to fan a show always someone who supported others to be given chances in life not a person on meds giving anyone a hard time especially not anyone successful taking chances in life that I can’t solve whatever game it was to use voices or make fun of what’s not a big deal I did my best. I was writing a card in a good place reflecting on life in helpful tone not discouraging others or willing to allow me to become this person in life you call punishment or make fun of who calls the police or knows when something’s wrong with me, we all live by the standards be a person of value to live places in life do not make my life about accusing me of not being cool or not belonging concerned with me being alone or having no aide or assistance in life life doesn’t that work way like just ignore not care what others things call voices accuse me of being controlled by voices like I’m not in control of my own brain or body make jokes accusing me of having anything in common with anyone in jail or a violent offender someone who can be hurt you expect me to be unaffected mistake meds or accuse people let out from jail who ask for help or money or crying distressed people I was forced to interact with sitting outside the DAs office not the person judging or mistaken as offensive I don’t care what story was shared in treatment or what you want me to take personally or accuse lawsuits of being about. I just have to stay well life isn’t a game about not honoring who I am or what I’m going through not accuse me of subjecting normal people to an abnormal life or living a life unrecorded or erasing anything of value to accuse me of being guilty or dishonor my godaddy complaint sent to Texas. I don’t have to have my website deleted or be in a place of importance value or trust or misunderstand emails as solutions not being practiced do you know why I’m alive and get hurt and have to be okay with my losses or what happens to me means I’m focused on the right things in life not someone you make fun of like I’m asking anyone why is anything happening to me let’s be clear the intent is to hurt me I dealt with it can’t be helped by Weebly must be in a place that I don’t need to be made fun of for hiw tech works or what lawsuits do to my phone or stats if that’s when people are done with me, I’m not living a life in a special way I’m complaining or need to win or have control over what’s affecting me or hurting me, I think if you don’t know who I am and if shocking photos are what you believe me to be then that’s the basis for your disgust you views on Apple lenses or recordings in life or views on tech or senses of humor I can’t be expected to handle lawsuit as though I should have experience responding or attending court don’t question the punishment if you do your best you don’t have to be punished in life or sued it’s never okay for me to get sick or accuse me of making anyone I love watch something sick and maybe those are parts of my story not believed and for there to be no history of self harm relapse loss of respect error effort legal education to question why I’m alone not talking to an attorney or court or did not address a poster in a riot as speaking to me or his company name not okay with anyone representing issues proper not accuse me of not being careful or living a life or having a type of story in life or difficulty that it’s hard for them to talk to me or bring up communicating with mom as issue or try to script a pattern of how I should live life mistake working hard to earn a job not someone doing nothing you forget I graduated or got good grades mistake bad photos for mental illness or homelessness. Maybe it’s not what I see or say or my value brought to a room or reconnecting with people from my meeting anyone you expect me to maintain friendships with voices or be concerned about likes or not being in a good place to date is nothing wrong with him or something wrong with me and an cheating every man wants a woman who is sober who is working hard not someone you make legal jokes about expect me to share my story online forget about my first website try to tell me I put the wrong website up, nothing done well is later a mistake or finances issue or a lie or more examples of stuff I should just be okay with. If it was not worth struggling or sharing my story then or caring to help in a place in life getting straight As I’m not someone who thinks they’re black writes a motion in sharpie a joke you accuse me of being too difficult to help someone you later broadcast the issue being about self harm or expanding a hole in my wall to accuse me of communicating anything related to film that a later discussion of Rochelle Welch a loss, a sense of humor noted, not the exact people thought of or profession or mass shooting or hole in my wall is not okay to accuse me of being insensitive or accuse me of mental illness or discount my work ethic insulted by a person who is a masters student do not see the value in me writing research papers and performing, I think I’m the only person who just dealt with tampering bullying over posters or tried to help Barack Obama saying an image was offensive not the person you accuse me of saying something sick on mymollydoll.com to say I don’t care or someone who says stuff and forgets hurtful to me and clearly to Barack Obama. Not a 4th step of men I worked hard to be trusted to help not judged not someone you mistake as doing nothing mentally ill or causing a scene maybe that’s his win to communicate to everyone I’m sick and make fun of me losing my hard work and value clearly the intent was to hurt me, accuse my website up now as not being up is enough to prevent harm, and for it not to be okay to accuse me of threat or be isolate lose to voices or expected to talk to anyone to get well again not be okay with writing to get to a place that voices are not offended and the issues being addressed is not about hurting me and saying I’m wrong and he wins and call me mentally ill im not the kind of person who is living life dealing with serious allegations underestimate recovery time from defamation. I’m okay with working full time and not being a place ready to work again and I’m sorry you confuse me for someone who fails to inform or not in a place in life giving options to others not a strategy for lawsuit or mean I’m stupid or issues are being handled and people are being protected you make the issue of me not being cool having not life is not going to help a person helping me or accuse me of not knowing what me too is criticize how men are empowered by lawsuit to not recognize my life as being of value but see themselves as of value, talk to everyone, tell my mom I’m sick, threaten my mom, stuff everyone accepted and moved on from, not a lawsuit you make fun of or my story, maybe I should not date if the issue is my health or punishing me based on who supports me, no one will ever be in a place shooting at me scolding me anywhere better compared to where I am now people who tried to help me, clear on not returning working on myself not feeling well is no one I reconnected with proud of me a stage of being in a job life could work out should take a picture stuff encouraged to punish me for maybe it’s me who’s not important or my eyes that tells you where confidence is or who’s proud of whom and I’m sad for however I was punished finally took an apple photo is not about me not liking myself or there being something wrong with me you keep exposing or trying to figure out and still don’t trust me, that’s hard for me to accept being punished for what I look like to say I’m not pretty enough to be liked or should know better based on family meets ages and he met my Dad, a quality of life or sense of knowing a human being I respected well enough to not be discouraged about what anyone thought of me or accuse me of voices or take for granted reconnecting or any relapses maybe my value or sober time will not be honored until there is something done well enough to watch my experience as about me or not fit to be in a room at my age, I’m not asking for anyone to like me be nice to me take for granted friends or meeting leaders as inspiring people including who I liked, it was hard for me to hear that he felt bad he hooked up with me, when it was voices calling me derilict pretending to sound like Barton accuse me of breaking a UCLA IOP rule, a person who graduated from a program met years ago but never talked to him only heard him on the piano not mistake life or matching as wrong again it’s not who I am they should handle or me being alone to handle something I can’t handle about weight or being friended encouraged to open up. I’m older and went to law school and okay with talking to the police or court it’s not a fake solution mismanaged trust mean I’m the only solution and he hurt me and this how an entire team gets hurt and say it’s my fault continue to complain or ask where strength is why people are not empowered when I’m hurt or off meds taking a break ….. I’m not living a life with chaos in a life I can’t help others or can’t discuss what I’ve sad wrong or on what level these men defeated me in life and called me sick and they’re right and I’m wrong on no level of living life is it okay to accuse me being faced with issues or names accuse me of paranoia or the issue being a name or my story accuse me of not being cool or anyone who can tell what life is about on a level you accuse names or the naming of a child about something sick about me is not what a drawing is for or try to tell my story or ask what was highlighted in an authors lawsuit against Trump in common to a story you accused me of being  rape, disregard running scared to death talking to the police, concerned with who I am or what sets up what up that’s okay of you want me to live life that you scared me to death affect my memory call me gross, bring up any victims story in regards to Trump I’m not dirty or sick by my choices in life a person who doesn’t care in life someone taking on responsibilities in life not criticize my concern not want everyone to see me naked or let everyone F accuse me of making anyone tough given privilege you accuse me of being used up unattractive who everyone fucked and is mature and strong now and now bothering me as to what’s gone wrong not be okay with being taken off meds with the option to join the military be taken care of in life, not just allow for mistake or make survival jokes scaring me to death and act like life is playful make fun of everytime I was scared to death and bring up child names as though my own story is defective or subject to attack why would I be in law school or dating or on twitter writing quotes not okay with my work there or not be affected by my work there or be accused of who I am and what’s up.