Re: The controversial baseball scene and continued punishment of no one talking to me and everyone talking to eachother means it’s okay to make decisions is reflective of an issue not identified by me or make fun of my understanding of mental health or accuse my writing of being preferential or punishing it’s clear what comes to mind should be something from my life you consider to be wrong with me that you accuse other people of knowing or being used to justify continuing to make me wait accuse me of not being in the solution dedicated and focused on recovery or what I’ve done wrong not anyone who hasn’t done step work failing to see what’s wrong with me about anyone except me I think the main lesson when you don’t remember anything positive occurring and focused on how I’ve interpreted life doesn’t mean I’m hurtful or ignorant of recession 9/11 comprehending why things happen, unaware of jail meaning not allowed to travel, complaining about disability or how old I am now trying to get a job finally, I think figuring out why the word “pervert” is an issue or related to losses or gun violence or justice is relevant not only to a diagnosis change but about Pulitzer and in what ways does causing me suicide or punching my head obesity rejection not helped not spoken to about declaring there to be something wrong with me then accuse me of playing victim or being offended by people I’m not bothered by noise radio or people I’m the same everywhere as a result of bullying I have trouble speaking and a speech impediment is not God punishing me or accuse me of writing focus points one stated “make sure everyone’s okay except me” or any drawing any excuse to suggest viewing all as victims (a serious issue in terms of strength), showing me naked what officially makes me offensive or a nude in public sex joke I think I don’t have to be alive if your calling me a disease, wrong, or speech impediment joke, it’s very serious when I offer solution then accused of alcoholism or adjustment issues for no place in life or job to demonstrate who I am as a person good enough for court, I don’t think hospital can solve or prevent voices or any way of causing injury I think people get ideas and are motivated to win at most things in life and give up on not accepting of what’s assumed to mean I’m a reject or a confidence joke, or website tone or audience ever a preference to help any specific gender or age or misunderstand me so I never get married or work my loss or anyone’s win. I can accept that when I don’t feel good and sound bad that means I’m losing to belong in a hospital means I’m not smart have done something wrong or not handling (1) life (2) sides (3) conflict (4) lawsuit (5) text messaging (6) dating (7) modeling; or (8) sexuality seriously. You can do everything right and once you do something wrong you can go to jail if anything is your fault or if anyone is harmed I’m not asking for leniency showing photos from life doesn’t make me a winning hand, or mean to voices or not at peace capable of having a world audience then accuse me of losing everything having a big head speaking wrong or accused of things you think I’m supposed to defend myself or prevent jail I’ve made it clear how difficult punishment is to recover from. I think the analytics were not viewed as impressive if I can’t represent myself be deserving of attentions in life I think disease or sickness only means to focus on myself and would consider not writing or not focusing on me or voices not fighting voices is relevant to any code. I think you work hard to be read if you make mistakes sound insensitive you can publicly be shamed and lose your following. (Need to take a writing break pause).