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<p class=”p2″>Because they want to know how a team works and I’m working hard and doing my best and can say that people working independently and not going off eachother is a team and limiting suffering or innuendo to meetings or social skills which aren’t a big deal not take personally attendance (pervert (issue) where is wellness who is normal what is the solution).</p>
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<p class=”p2″>It’s going to take time and concentration to figure out how to solve voices and resume a normal life starting with me.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Do everything positive to accommodate voices hope that hard work prevents it.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Continue to focus on what I said wrong and as many times as necessary apologize explain what I was going through leave it online.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Which is the reverse of bracing everything smile get a job and be positive.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Which I’m not credited for punished for alcohol accuse me of writing under the influence bottle up make fun of what I sound like alcohol and lose a job how a private conversation was used to hurt me I was working hard using my brain I don’t have sex problems at work I’m not asking for it.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I was supported.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I have to accept this person they turn me into who can’t speak seems lost has problems and reactions care no one can help me with makes me sound immature or wrong or not deserving of meds however I’ve been denied meds I’m being strong moving on perform without  meds and be myself figure out a solution.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I can accept making working hard I sound stupid am isolated not allowed to talk to anyone observed and graded harshly and it’s up to me to fix my life and do my best given the conditions not take anything for granted including my own health, I think they have stopped me in multiple ways told me no and expect me to be asleep all day I’m the only one working hard to be awake and there is still time left to fix my problems in life not address “giving up” “PHP” “Eminem” loss “narcan” or address “suicide” on any level to misunderstand limits or my worth or breaks are not refusals or things not perfect or good enough or too difficult or don’t know what I’ve said wrong.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>However it’s more clear to court is the goal I’m assuming my loss of clarity losing everything and my life not permitted to rest or be accepted are things I’m losing to voices to women who don’t support me think someone better should take care of Kevin Costner not enamored either my personal details shared on Instagram messenger and I’m assuming intends to hurt my feelings because they were not gracious for my writing or experience or unconscious memory.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>If everyone went one way toward me I’m not trying to change that or lose it or lost that or heckling or making anyone feel bad in leadership or by story I have my own life my own function online and data and books and solution.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>And who went that way toward me can simply if you believe that did not think I was deserving then me working hard is to be deserving not take for granted everyone’s trust and innocence is not on the line (I would never allow for anyone to look stupid I even disclosed having personal experience with fires in my neighborhood described the difficulty in making a decision to help lucky to join FEMA, do not neglect (car accidents believed to be bombs near work, any concern or interpretation vocalize ever a false concern or not help enough in public contact the military) (by my statements now make clear in public I identify a military issue to be relevant to what weakens or strengthens a human being as something they would be concerned about). If it’s not okay to blame people or an entire code supported by mymollydoll reliant on me to support everyone and take a joke not be featured that’s ok I can handle that but please don’t accuse me of scaring the public or convincing anyone I’m not a safe bet in life experienced if I don’t think it’s okay to blame a location for a fire them I don’t believe that’s a solution to jeopardize everything going well in spite of who I am convince the public that we got hit or attacked or victimized and criticize leadership or the success of others or code or representations as being for attack and blame someone with fire experience by making me look stupid and misunderstand how California Secretary of States approval (company forms that costs thousands of dollars to be put together paid for) and the Attorney General is supposed to explain why I don’t think it’s okay to say things we’re not good enough had things been good enough we would not have been attacked is a joke with me online for 12 years supporting everyone in court and with permissions). I’m not selfish I live a hard life honestly it’s a shame for me to be changed so I’m piled up with problems to say I’m not worthy of celebrity support view collapsing as excuse for leniency I’m not telling anyone they’re wrong or Eminem.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Based on how I am now it will take a year of writing to overcome voices and get to a place mentally everyone is okay with and happy with and not judge me as guilty.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I don’t have confidence that’s my private disclosure at work need to work on my confidence head down encouraged not a status in life I forget how it’s caused need to be hurt put down so I’m not confident.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Based on women overall after all I’ve done to pave way for acceptance for all the stuff I got punished for and beat up for in life waiting for marriage not a slut learned lessons had great partners I was satisfied with working on myself not looking.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Now they are judging the elderly or forcing AA put me with young people and it’s not a condition of humanity I take fir granted or based on age, I’m not just watching Todd proud of him and being sued I have to be someone seen successful others are proud of made up of human qualities strong and fit not worrisome (alternate address Eminem said lightly jogging / I posted all my running logs proud of myself and listened to Houdini in repeat no issue there) it was in the restatement of losses bc I said don’t read if hurt me question how things look or what’s seen with my statement or without accuse me starring with nothing missing any element or untimely I think all I said is I made statements honest if I felt they were used against me to say he’s code then clearly the point at which I felt like I was being blamed for losses don’t require me to speak up in times of loss or mention NY or Leonardo DiCaprio stuff I did bravely taken for granted over punishing me sounding tough on my balcony making death about calling me guilty or think writing is until this is clear is the truth of what happened or accuse me of trying to control the assembly of data or my innocence require an attorney or advice.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>So now judging my family aging not recognize how me strong is important to protect my family now him calling me hurtful and forget he intimidated my mom and told me to stop tweeting did not respect my family based on what was online in the news is using his words against me. Like he’s protecting me and mistake his wellness or aging in support of criticizing my parents aging as in common then accuse attention on me as unwanted or accuse me of not being healthy or causing aging not protective.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I get they’re trying to hurt me knowing me to tell me I’m wrong pretend everyone knows me tell me I’m wrong or don’t have a solution for everyone too concerned with masculinity or feminity or who’s enjoying what I’m life or proud of whom or to what standards are people meeting the mark. I don’t give Kardashians any work or problems protect them I don’t deserve to be punished supporting the academy or have an in in life that can always be destroyed.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Then it’s never good enough for voices.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I only talked to Todd I didn’t open up share names story or discuss family with John Cockrell he hacks that’s not my doing.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>That’s not the issue going up everyone goes up with me because we are too busy figuring death and how many ways punish me and tell me I’m wrong or I’m the problem and pretend like everything is fun and games expect me to be online like that’s everyone’s peace or where I should be instead of job how can that be the solution discouraged.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>So I’m not ever not being supportive of women of all ages I’m not a sex crime or pervert or pedophile and that’s not okay to accuse me wanting younger when I in fact have been punished due to younger men hooking up with me.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>That’s not code that’s destructive to assess the entire economy overall view my hard work steal from me punish me take meds away not be forgiving in lieu of almost dying and still unhappy with my words I get who I am I talked to many men and many women had the chance to be me and talk to men I’m not allowed to talk to.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>That’s my loss.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I’m not ok with this pretend I’m famous.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>He won because women are calling me loser to my phone. </p>
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<p class=”p2″>And at this point you can take all meds away and alcohol I still don’t need to keep apologizing being called loser for being scared expected to handle subjects of weapons and statements he’s making just let him win and showed a knife and a gun as a result I almost died because he won.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>So I’m being called loser for experiencing mental illness and inability to write online being fought beat up in public and the fact no one cares means I lost who I am what I was in a job and my life is being ruined not by choice.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I’m punished for losing my posture and content standards online it neither helpful to educate other bloggers or save my 400k or not have to work hard everyday to get my stats up goals I think not achieved based on what another dislikes or perceives as guilty like (1) weight (2) race (4) George Nelson (5) knives (6) dangerous jobs (7) George Floyd (8) mistakes my rapport with LAPD as against a movement against the LAPD.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I think lesson is they knew everything I got hurt it’s my reactions are not cute if forgivable I’m held to a higher standard I’m withstanding conditions no other human is expected to explain or endure or provide at this time let alone use the word gender or Shakespeare quotes or insights offered take personally anything past compared to now injured me based on how some. Feel helped of not by me (b) friendly interpreting he said death follows me in common to a Taylor swift song about something following brings up (c) my disorder is not paranoia over what’s about me.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>That’s not the solution.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>No I don’t think it’s okay for people to need me to watch anyone be concerned about what brings people together or what bothers me at this point.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Then issue is wheres wellness (a) friendly toward alternate interpretations to as described or end up in words to mean something negative I’m accused of not accepting as true about me.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>A problem with sides presented by viewing my clarity as to disturb or call my wellness in a job offensive is about what I worked hard for wellness (2) is it deserved (3) how long (4) how many treatments (5) are these solutions and opportunities afforded to others not cause jealousy (6) is solution provided online.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Takes a long time for people to feel good be on board confident with a purpose or get things going after mass devastation on however many levels it increases or decreases.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>That’s all I was saying about working hard.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Not everything goes.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Issue missed thinking but didn’t say now forgotten start writing it down.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Issue: that will always be a hurtful subject non acceptance from women or being called loser by a woman’s voice.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>To do discuss.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>Then there’s guilt (1) by interpretation found (2) reading or misreading for error or vulnerability view weakness as guilt or sympathy or in need of help (3) then everyone being smart no one looking stupid means it was good I survived got a job held my head high I can’t control everything that happens to me viewed as my fault in life or make a big deal about voices winning no matter what was said or make race an issue or any game in life.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>And assert I’m not willing to be treated as criminal taken off line not allowed to work stay home or be punished by court not in good shape to help or email my attorney.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>The issue is what does it does not work out since voices can’t be proven it’s about what I should be able to take or ignore don’t know why voices hurt (question made with love or hate) now address more not bother the public (1) not what people want (2) everyone is innocent (3) going through a lot – not the solution (fire 1 worked hard to be smart online only I stated do not trust what a fire means is not deserved even if you think it’s a bomb or military does not help and again I need to explain does not help to make fun of experience in fires or timeliness of solution provided or written work or idea to allow starting with nothing to provide for solution describing my own experience how much work goes into staying positive nothing you credit yourself for or discount as solution or just a badge.</p>
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<p class=”p2″>I described a problem is when my clarity anyone not feeling well used against me stated and it happened but in a job and John Cockrell was proud then not happy took it down then demanding not offered 1 weekend rest, easily affected can’t make everyone happy now bc I said that they want to know if I’m paying attention or if there are sides created sickened when I’m doing well to justify another not feeling well to say I have no clear path forward or what I’m doing is wrong getting a job.</p>
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