I stopped reading (book): “let them,” based on my own misfortunes in life wish to be supported similarly in a place in life acknowledge for good work or proof of work assignments completed. Do my best to handle a lot on my own remember what I’ve said as not burdening or allowing for things to be too much for anyone. It’s not okay to punish me for who I am when I’m fragile I think that’s the kind of condition we don’t question exist more of not glamorize my shared dating history or bring up the word cocaine to drop care accuse me of wrongdoing force me lose respect or condemn my years sober with friends in Boulder someone who stayed out never went out, not the person who should be tested for when things are good or put emphasis on who is highlighted or featured, discuss dating, sex, reputation, body image, as inappropriate or undeserving of love mistake who I now or who still supports me are all people I consider special and apart of my code not put emphasis of who is empowered by whom, or wrongfully address a poster during protests as public information not recognize protecting others from harm, accept that I’ve never been in a phase in life where I’m doing well or get sick for no reason or can get away with doing anything wrong, we all live life the purpose of sharing my story not be concerned with my first Instagram or why I could not log back in not a custom or how my value should be handled including my entire first website I worked hard on I understand if I’m punished in a public way and can accept the openness of that happening to me did my best to handle the loss of my work and data occurring after working in a job, and after fires, and can accept all interpretations of what that means not an insignificant repercussion of bullying or battle in life I’ve said is not the solution to fight voices no matter the terms or circumstances. I’m in a place in life I’m lucky to be alive and be doing well am forced to accept my losses or whatever punishments or difficulties occurring by tech be a good sport, not mistake major losses like iPhone computer Instagram Twitter website as a formal punishment of me to be communicated to the public to serve the purpose of judging me and there’s nothing I can do about that. It’s my job to not get hurt or be punished in life is what stating “I’m in court is for.” Trust I’m never in a place difficult to discount my hard work or assembly in life as helpful, I think when it gets to the point of giving me time to figure out what’s wrong I’m doing my best to be smart and can accept viewed as not being good enough and that being no one’s fault. I have to accept my losses as representing something to the public that serves a purpose maybe I can’t explain, maybe court serves the purpose of creating for more acceptances as stated by me utilize the attorney general as not someone hurting me or mistake court rapport be concerned with my control or outcomes in life. I don’t threaten people or someone being punished in a very serious way, not about me being cool with anyone making it or not making it life working out for me or not working out for me ever anything I explained as knowing who I am or how to judge a persons value. I’m doing my best with what I have in life if I cannot be trusted with my own value that hurts me to be denied access to my own work and for there to be no solution for getting back into an account connected to my Gmail not something Weebly is able to assist me with. If all of this means I have rebuild myself again and if that’s the lesson in being wrong and there’s nothing I can do about it I’m sure life is not about me winning or punishing me for everything disliked or women’s issue you felt I got wronged or consider me not professional deny I worked 3 paid jobs or got a like, this is me doing my best. I don’t need to be punished for not feeling well, or judge help, focus, disclosure, stability, voices, or writing as examples of me doing something wrong that’s my fault. I appreciate support I don’t think it’s fair being on my own to judge me why are things not good mistake my writing as lacking structure not of equal value to a motion written by me, not making life hard or writing improper or sloppy.

I’m learning to accept how you viewed my life and what happened to forgetful of who I was or what life was like on an individual level not taking time for granted not a person who makes mistakes without proof or immediately reporting to SCOTUS or 911 bullying voices. Innocence is something God gives you that protects please don’t mistake me being fought by two judges someone I love address the attorney general or the state of California as privileges given or say documents don’t matter just take everything away accuse me of not being there for others or not able to work or accuse work as being unimportant qualifying factor to accuse me of giving up on blogging if I’m the one in court told do not talk to this person obey not punished get upset why no one is talking to me and everyone is talking to eachother than accept the reality maybe I’m someone working hard who shouldn’t need help no one is worried about needs to overcome hurdles challenge themselves socially to speak and work off meds not someone who is not fun of expects life to be cool with me or anyone making anyone else’s representation of life not cool I think life is charades an IOP game, I’m the one who bought very loud headphones experimental and car shouted at me because they were purple a sports team I have attended almost every game one season brought tickets to work at the City Attorneys office not garbage a good way to find meaning in life, I’ve never represented myself as a person left for older or who doesn’t get picked or isn’t hot or can’t date younger or not allowed to be gay or requires me to attend West Hollywood meetings or marina meetings life doesn’t last forever people move on live for the moment are delays due to voices entire demographics changing at meetings but lucky still a few familiar faces don’t forget every relapse every pill every guy I liked or talked to confided in support and went by advice by those who were in charge of taking care of many women with an issue hard for me waking up and going to sleep needing to work on not being fragile not a person of old age not know my own disability or compare myself I think everytime I make light of sober living I look bad everytime I’m advised or confronted on issues corrected those are things I’m working with and if you cannot accept what’s cool about the women I met in recovery or take for granted celebrities in meetings or a connection worth disclosing, I’m the person hurting anyone or a person who is not respected or a painful reminder to children of defendants someone in a place as confident or sharing their story in public not comforted as to why confidence in a meeting and privacy is being shared in the press at this time and do consider my attendance as important respect everyone’s social skills and enthusiasm that is the solution to be deserving of help, it’s not the solution or court calling me “not guilty” in a court I refused to attend for using the word “rigorous” someone who is not pressuring anyone for anything or asking for letters asking anyone in life where I am or what’s difficult about court or what court case is not settling if the spite is in my resume that’s the spite I didn’t write the script or allow myself to be called “delusional” “inappropriate” call my beliefs made up choose a definition of schizophrenia or accuse me of not being accepting of what I’ve read or aware of how the term is used called “schizoid lesbian pervert” is not my job to judge support or their assessment of everyone as a whole or who I am accuse treatment as not difficult or a problem occurring my fault to accuse me of needing help or having a problem women or men or court or DA or age group or movement can help me with, therefore it’s not okay for his words to be code and misinterpret life as my argument made with love not made with hate not okay to misinterpret opinion of take as intended to harm me or view a insensitive take as to me require taking down all my content with preference for his terms, accuse me of being paranoid or sensitive or controlling or guilty or bossed or not normal about things happening to me to accuse me of being used to communicate to everyone in life this is okay this is what’s being confronted this is what she should be okay with this is not what’s done to her these are the words or facts about me gifting power or leverage to others, this is who’s correcting me this is who’s support matters this is when things are good this is what I’ve done wrong it’s sounding like this that makes no one care about me. I never questioned why I’m sick or view people as normal or cool anyone who works hard to helped not someone you mistake as hurtful picky or judgmental of anyone’s senses in life all I said is my senses are not trusted and if I’m not protected in tech and value and jobs is taken away from me, it’s not too difficult to focus on what Ive said or being punished for someone who has privilege in life not afforded to everyone or can’t accept a harder life based on the issues or lose track of what I complain about or not allow me to show up when given chances in life not the person who did the work am not anyone who didn’t give my attorney all the forms submitted. Aware that if a judge is not happy that’s my job, if it’s the shootings in question that’s job, if I get punished for not showing up and there’s a sick company called no show or something at CVS, I’m not paranoid about who I am or what is considered wrong with me it’s okay to highlight all the moments other women were a source of pride and fun on my team and reflect on how texting or erasing texts or voices made self harm a joke which discussing did not help not self harming took work 6 months at a time, a type of reaction I refused to participate in to prevent voices not a joke, and also lost a team and still not ok a team in life for good reason staying home. Why not remember me saying I can’t afford to complain or lose wellness forget I spoke well of everyone and everyone got to talk and support someone in charge of a building of employees and has interns is someone I loved and to accept if I hurt Todd Spitzer and if the judge demanding a more rigorous program is making fun of me not talking and wants me to analyze who he is represent him in the positive discuss court it’s not me who fails to be supported not mean not okay with being called an offender is not what court means or any website, you have to accept how support is earned doing work it’s not okay to accuse me of having sex when I stopped dating 2014, that journey I took was supported no one worried checked on me I was visited, if no ones around those were my moments of peace and those were the men in my life and I’m not in a place worse off to tell them they can do better not know my own value or the value of a man about myself or not pretty enough to date the men who hit on me, don’t have a type. So I am comfortable with my story and that being my comprehension of code I feel like (fail to see wellness and people protected not in court or able to read and not go through what I’m going through not me who’s making life hard or making things too easy or regretful of drawings submitted to SCOTUS). I’ve never lied about solution I have awareness of news, I emailed a list of famous news stories and not someone living a life to extremes anyone who failed or hurt many or is being put to sleep or a person who accuse as being sick. I’m sorry if you ever took for granted advices or sharing how difficult subjects were handled concerned with what makes me stupid or which groups of people have been affected view symbolism of life as not made with hate or content is not about me or accuse me of not handing real issues on my own or have an attorney to advise me. I’m sad that there is not sense of being inside a team even by mentioning Eminem still punishing me as less than to accuse me of bringing my own team down in life and I honestly don’t think in 39 years of life I haven’t done my part learned lessons not someone sitting around wrong or can’t be seen or disheveled blaming court or voices or misunderstand politics in way, to accuse me of not working hard being mindful and see everything of my documented progress as sick and I don’t have to change or delete or be punished for my computer losses I can prove my smart no matter how many times I’m made to look stupid tamper see a finished sign product tweak it again no one is working for me the attorney general is going against me in court I’m in the more serious court as requested, and it’s okay if you do not believe me don’t need me don’t know me don’t trust me think you are better than me try to help me accuse me of being sick or not knowing why make fun of all my reactions compare who I am proper or bring up England in an insensitive way as to say everyone should hate me and say I’m not a princess to forget I got a job and did my best and he stopped is not me in denial of who I am or someone you call things to say I’m not attractive or pretty or a person who represents mental health issues in a way people should not be harmed I don’t think writing a would peace speech about not decrowning leadership was about why am I being punished over a poster bullied by someone on twitter defending an artist who’s work was submitted to the Federal Building and pieces kept in a free Laker bag, not anyone insensitive or terms to control or catch up to anything in life I’ve said or make it okay for Forbes to question wealth mistake me sharing about a poster unrelated to the artwork chosen for her lip kits my concern and did not believe she should sell her company to another company anyone who clearly did not support China decrowning anyone. It’s hard for me to accept working hard doing my best figure out how to help taking chances calling fbi or states is not a call to duty if that’s the game that’s being blamed for gun violence and if you consider reading an article on white supremacists dangerous, these 39 years and 12 years of writing were proof that I could have been hurt and recognize lucky to overcome set back or bullying, I’m not trying to impress anyone with all my writing or phone calls or effort or chances I took in life to care, and I’m not making life hard or difficult it’s clear everyone can handle seeing that stuff only I’m hurt and criticized for why that hurts me punish me or call me suicidal or hurt for no reason are things about life that support those who care am not someone okay with disability or need to be made fun of when I’m not okay get voices or accuse me for every issue addressed I do see the good in others I’m tired reacting poorly relapse meds no meds writing content format pictured shared impression sharing as I go who I am or what things mean advising bloggers am not complaining about losing stats or wonder where my supporters from England went all I have to do is focus on my health I don’t need to be accused as loose with my words or sick sounding or should know why format matters accuse me of being sloppy not commercial or hard to see or read or make a big deal about me what o have to figure out or keep up with in life to survive court and make believe my attorney knows everything without letting me talk to him someone who is not letting life happen as spoken am doing my best to listen not talk to anyone deal with voices, accept being taken off stimulants was not the solution, focus on what I’m saying what I’ve said wrong what is not liked about me focus on my memory and who I am and stay well not get sick over what I can’t handle not taking to anyone make a big deal of paramedics saving me, I get it’s a joke everyone’s disappointed I’m lucky to have family that cares, I’m not alive for no reason someone who has lived wrong anyone you expect me to be social or try for things in life past a certain point, and have to accept because I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and open about it, voices can’t accept not fighting voices, voices accuse me of not battling an easy tissue that just takes time as though I’m not doing the work required to keep a President safe from harm is personal on the level I’m the one discussing life online and the only person getting voices with a legal education who is picked apart for my campaign or pointers to accuse my advise as poor or not able to commit to what I’ve said overead or allow for exaggerated testing of me not accepting me using voices to compare diagnoses acceptance is not the same as voices or hurtful terms something my own rules are making me or forcing me to accept is not a legal diagnosis of who I am or my issues in life or relatability are ways I’ve been helpful been concerned with my own rules taken to extremes and being criticized for my health or fearful of things asked if I’m paranoid (if life is better off without me then let live thrive thinking that and forget I’m alive).

Why don’t you make fun of me not publishing a book with no formal interview, no ability to meet SCOTUS or reach a point in life good enough to be the solution pleasing to voices and after addressing everything I’m saying not let the concern be who I’m helping is voices hurting me make fun of who is smarter than me accuse me of being teacher or a poor marketing representatives consider replacing me or question free writing on the use of the word “pupils” in a very clear way saying chemistry is not proper between teacher and student and know my work history not a story from the news who is a household name who fails with kids in my life the cause of racuous or inappropriate behavior I’m not a whore or dying whore or sad representation in life that lacks faith in women and their value not someone who call trash or accuse 39 years of life as working hard to be liked respect all men or likes a challenge or chance you take in life not make fun of how short confederations are everytime voices taking me away from support because I mentioned it not easy to be at peace be loved get to rest not be bothered (clearly have stated getting hurt is not what anyone wants). So if my views on mental health are you can get sick again work hard went through period accepting disability lucky to be able to work again, I didn’t lie about mental health or let mental health worsen or be spread to many people in life a person you accuse of causing problems or lacks awareness for having interacted with people with disability and can also admit and accept I am not respected or treated proper based on disability or meds not accuse me of wanting things in life a source of hurt to woken or a phone call to Trevor Project to double check an issue with regards to women in general clearly a difficulty not recognized as worth a hotline call over focus on my high school Yearbook or being up Oprah’s open support of anyone I know not the cause or shame or bad reason to stop playing club soccer and focus on school not about meds I tried about for the club soccer team again that year and didn’t make the team and lost weight no big deal. Please focus on examples of pride and acceptance and approvals not be concerned about my praise for a book lucky I picked a good one, a book supported by Oprah, be critical at any time what’s being represented or what issues affect everyone not relationships or reunions or contacts I take for granted or yearbook heading prompting me to not smoke weed and stay sober due to living in a dorm with few friends cool with everyone, question what good can happen don’t worry about who’s advising who or criticize my comprehension of me too or challenge a mix of songs that said Todd too as though that movement is represented in support of him instead of make fun of why I’m alone or accuse me of getting things wrong told in a job “I’m someone who gets it” all I know is that my advice is not poor if that’s how I’m being hurt by people who are not on meds I’m not refusing care or giving up not someone who works hard based on how I’m feeling headed nowhere or going to end up sick or wrong or alone the ending can be whatever anyone believes is how life should happen or why to exclude me make fun of me being corrected over everything I remember and acknowledge dislike also learning a lesson from somewhere with some purpose beyond me representative of whoever they think they are based on who I’m talking to okay with being tested observed not trusted or staying in court and being alone. I get that if you don’t think my advice works you don’t think I wrote a book that helps situate a person from harm by accusing me of causing harm and it’s not an example of something hard for my mind to accept to accuse me of dating older like anything’s easy or ready for adult things when I’m sorry of you mistake me or my value as someone hurt because you are accusing me of being sick or making fun how carcinoma cancer occurs too busy accusing me of threatening anyone or dying or not being seen are all ways to punish me make things not about me and favor others and tell me I’m wrong it’s he got away with saying so many things if I can’t speak proper write a book or experience dysfunction I don’t understand what voices want or why me being faced with difficulty is worth the effort to focus on what stages of speaking made me look bad, never act that way again or take chances fighting voices online or continue mention of hurtful words is not helpful to me. I think that was his win what made him respected to put me so far down in life call that a joke, make fun of my reactions or accuse me of no facial expressions or change my face and body I didn’t choose to struggle or sound stupid or not handle voices well at work I’m not in a job to pretend I’m smart or have problems describing a peace then in a job and losing my peace to say I can’t work because I sound this way is not a big deal where I am or whether I’m paid or on how many levels voices are a game or expect me to just accept being hurt in life or critical of why me saying it’s not the solution to fight voices experience dysfunction, I never offered solution to be beat up like that’s the problem or suggestion or incapable of solution for a disorder I’m writing a book whether or not the book is saved copy taken mixed up drafts makes me sound smart there will always be something you will be offended by believing voices, if I say I’m not going to hit my head, I’m not going to restate terms, I bring up the word permanency, then made fun of everytime I hear a word or call 911 I never said the attorney general is watching me act like things are okay or someone hurt in tech or is blaming lawsuit or threatening anyone. I’m sorry you can’t accept who I am on my own with no money no job no meds in court no advice still without solution for voices, I’m sorry that no explanation for voices was good enough fun and instead of recognizing to allow me to live life not being up “phishing” or accuse me of needing privacy am not the person I who brings up the word permissions someone who addresses tech or the police without being given information lucky I said something that was later relevant not anyone taking chances what’s on me or what on you, it was me who brought up how guilt is addressed accuse me of misidentifying stuff not real, not contest the innocence of others not knowing what I’m talking about, you know if it’s not my job to tell you something good enough in time to not be hurt me being too late is me being hurt not a fact of life I’m avoiding or not working hard. I’m sorry for everything I’ve said being used against me I’m sorry there are things I’ve said to cause a loss of support I’m sorry you mistake experiences in life as unhelpful or undeserving of meeting people. I’m someone who has said you never forget what you’ve done wrong that’s something you have to live with for the rest of your life and have also heard terms like not being able to afford mistakes I’m sorry of my advice was not viewed as helpful and okay with other being preferred I don’t want to change my story to a person who doesn’t make it no one is proud of that anyone is resentful of angry toward or gets called those terms I’m sorry I’m not okay within what order any of my brief discussions became about making a subject or my descriptions stuff that gets worse by discussion uncomfortable to have been honest experienced so many years of peace it’s hurtful to be asked about what voices say is not the joke saying sick me speaking sick to say that’s why I’m sick, if that’s what’s wrong with me I’ve spent years working hard to work, it’s not fun to lose everything and for everything you say to be used against me maybe I went to law school but I’m sure if I’m alive and can work (1) it’s not okay calling me an offender (2) to accept me saying I’m not alive to be treated that way (3) spend as much time as possible figuring out life and not get hurt by voices (4) figure out a productive way to achieve solution that’s not bothering anyone (5) accept my discussions of court weren’t good enough therefore what happens on April 24th at the next hearing is also not in my control and up to me to get well and figure out how to stay well not bother anyone handle serious issues take everyone into consideration not accuse me of making court look easy or require evidence of guilt or suffering to appeased voices who are convincing the public I’m guilty when it says not guilty, to accuse me of failing to disclose, please just accept if that’s anyone’s solution voices and that’s the game I just have to accept then don’t expect me to work again soon or manage a lot in one piece ….. I’m doing my best I’m sorry if ever I’m a place you don’t respect believe voices resent become hateful or angry toward, accuse me of not making it or call my book writing love or enthusiasm in life as kind hearted, and I called a hotline and made an Instagram as to women in general I’m sad that it became insensitive as to me, I’m sad if anyone was offended by my take in life challenges or interactions with women in life, I’m sad that you don’t respect my yearbook editors name was Trevor, I’m sad that anyone was trying to cause me suicide and I got punished for being suicidal or calling 911, and I’m sorry if I did my best was misunderstood mistaken as “offensive” expected to just take it, blamed if I collapse, then accuse me of blaming voices. I don’t have to write it to tell it’s disliked I know myself well enough and have shared plenty of stories in life I don’t have to share names and personal stories online it could be the solution if I were well and got safe and viewed mention as empowering or helpful, I did my best to be online and make my neighborhoods safe not call negative attention to myself.

In all fairness I’m going to put the work into identifying the subject of wrongful death not be accused of knowing things that Im not trained in or accuse me of being hurt by the law though I can keep track of everything writing be wrong or get by being wrong or afraid of setback I’m sorry for how things are or why it’s taking so long for things to be said good enough to illustrate that it’s not anyone’s attitude to criticize or job type that shows who I am I have to focus on what’s causing voices and say things well enough to never get sick again or drink or be made fun of or blamed or accuse me of asking for help in court. That’s okay I’m working hard to be supported I can’t change based on how life is overall whether I’m believed to be identifying getting issues demonstrating that by website type or appearance not okay with not being commercial not writing articles I think when I’m not feeling well focusing on what I’ve said wrong learn to not describe anything in private about me being too late working hard and being hurt the problem I think it’s the lesson, to not have a solution for voices, to accept my place in life, I can’t keep up with voices helped or against me, do not view complaining as worth losing wellness, can’t afford to discuss big subjects without time to research and discuss life as it relates to me not accuse me of being the kind of person things happen to to solve wrongful death then accuse me of dying or letting anyone standing in my shoes get hurt is not the point of going to law school or talking to anyone. You have to give me time to be alone accept everyone is doing their best no one is hurting me everyone is nice to me but tells me I’m sick I work hard but told I’m worse than I am and I’m sure worse than I mean means I’m something with something wrong with me that where I can’t help me tried to help me and make it a confusing subject about what I’ve done wrong or how I should I look. Please accept the consequences of in what order life occurs not accuse me of imagining who I am or not be accepting of blog or emails I know I’m not making things worse or more difficult or losing or not fun or too hard on anyone I get how life is viewed ad I’m stupid everyone gets it and is bonded and there is something wrong with me. That’s ok.

Difficult subject “wrongful death” addressed properly first identify the definition online and share a fact: