If things can’t go right in a job then what prevents me from working is continued discussion with the goal of doing the work required to focus on (1) what’s wrong with me (2) what’s my fault (3) reflect on treatment (4) recognize being alone and what purpose that serves (5) accept distrust and my feelings being hurt (6) be fit to handle all interpretations with everyone in mind (7) respect if it’s about everyone and I’m the one writing to SCOTUS then that’s me figuring out and admitting that it would be my responsibility to improve and provide a solution to court and the public that shows I’ve (8) I’ve processed life in a way that permits to me help others (9) I’m in court to deal with my issues not make mistakes or be accused of mishandling more serious subjects requiring more care (10) be independent (11) accept all treatments (12) blog or work not lose the right to blog or work making mistakes I can clearly describe and admit to and apologize for need no excuses which continued discussion is a better representation of showing care for myself and others without accusing me of hate, or for any reason permit hateful words toward me or accuse me of things clearly given no opportunity to address cannot be reversed resulted in voices viewed as my fault are reactions or content that makes me wrong or sound mentally ill and be okay with not having a solution to getting sick and not asking for forgiveness and not allow my assessment of risk or identification of issues be viewed poorly or “too strong” use my analysis against me, or be critical of me not having a solution for wrongful death and do not think I deserve to be punished based on who I am or the years in my life, I consider myself of value. I’m sorry you mistook calling the police and taking meds away a fight occurring that I’m now forced to accept no one prescribing me and learning how to handle difficulty with saying things are my fault or just me or accuse me of lying or living life less than no one working for me or judge life as working against me not be concerned with what’s serious about court that requires me to be well and write to survive court not expect my attorney to know what’s going on with me critical of why it should not matter my faith or believe in myself or purpose in life is up to me to fix my life instead of criticize who punished me took meds away mistreat me as though I should know what happens to me now to accuse me of having a condition prior that’s my fault that results in loss of medical care to illustrate there being something wrong with me that I’ve done wrong and for what happens to me to be my fault nothing anyone is doing to me. Given chances in life to live life accuse me of complaining or having a world wide audience or complaining a person who gains and loses and audiences is not okay with dislike or no one reading is not about me, it’s for me to figure out what’s not liked what about me has changed and what is wrong with me and focus on what’s my fault not accuse me of addiction or alcoholism or stimulants or being someone who ended up no one because I made mistakes or changed or not who I was as a way to relate to everyone to pretend everyone knows me call me famous or bother everyone not at fault for what happens to me is something that can’t help. If it’s difficult for me and I’m alone it’s something I need to work on not be punished for or require constant disconnect or change from being okay to not okay to bring up voices called delusion and hurt my feelings and say voices are prevented when you stop taking this med and told why I have voices and say it’s my fault or mistreat me as guilty.