Life is fine without adderrall I’m making a lot of progress and moving forward, and staying productive since ending up in the hospital. It’s not something to be judged by mentally or physically on the basis of misunderstanding a photo or sharing is no down or moment to suddenly be ignored or disappoint. I wish that seeking medical care would have nothing to do with judgment or mental health. I have no idea why they made mental health such a trendy topic, after all these years, yet by my experiences meds and hospitalizations have a far different understanding of it compared to a normal person off meds who does not end up in the hospital. Hopefully I can find some middle ground with my audience on subjects that hurt to discuss ask for compassion not judgment in my honesty and just as everyone wants to move forward and be addressed on a level of readiness for life and break ground with ideas for living, I don’t think that part of me of me is failing, even if for unknown reasons hurt, I do my best like everyone else to be believed be considered real and of value. No one gets sick on purpose or needs medical care for no reason anyone business or not something to keep private for good reason something you can be hurt with. So be mindful, be patient, keep thinking of everyone, stay open minded, and don’t let downs or reasons to dismiss ignore reject love not love like get the best of you, not everything in life is so good just everything works and everyone likes everything it’s a standard you achieve from beginning to end, not about how things look on the outside or overall it’s what’s within you that’s your value sensed by others of something good to happen or a sense of faith that everyone has their moment to achieve on their own timing not ways to be concerned worry or distrust discussions on mental health, I think my audience believes whatever is true as explained not my job to discuss anything hurting me or not helping me mentally in life to discuss in public, so just appreciate what’s shared instead of letting myself be judged as though I hear stuff or on a team level or world level or country level or state level some place less would not be a good reason to mistake my value, or who I am.