Speaking to the public I never lied or pretended to be recovered proud or dishonest too late or unkind or wrong that I should be hurt for no reason end up in the hospital traumatic not my fault something I’ve done wrong someone who survived who is required to hear more details to accusing me of having something disgusting happening to me going through a lot not someone lying or suffering who can’t accept what voices mean or works hard to be well a moment of pride not be brought down battling something having to do with image and accuse me of having problems or not able to help or deal with public humiliation well enough to comprehend how my family feels when I get hurt how to accuse me for something upsetting or sick for no reason anyone forgets their life how you ignore my entire life and age or progress and ruin my life for the sake of recovering and state voices on a level I don’t have to talk to anyone or explain something my fault or give in life give chances no one sharing or has not processed what a hate website means or how that’s affected my family someone who is strong for no reason who gets old or weak put under pressures reversing concerns or issues on spend time writing someone you accuse of not working hard has a life chooses to stay home or gets sick don’t value my peace or medical care not about my life working out or being in court or needing meds reverse what I’ve represented by terms to hurt me to make fun of my own knowledge of voices only one person speaks to me no one being hurt or battling stuff asking for help someone who is not respected or requires support or beliefs or gain a better sense of life on my own ….. someone who gets hurts and is supported goes through a lot you accuse of being hurtful or lying or in treatment in a place in life not worth upsetting anyone not someone working hard who is positive needs to suffer or discuss life better or what I went through shocking anyone unclear on what’s offensive about hurting me …….