It’s hard to get hurt and explain why I’m being hurt or describe how or what’s causing me to be hurt without getting hurt or not trying hard to prevent myself from being hurt, stay well, be honest, not justify it or get hurt to make voices real or a subject on my blog as to my own value and purpose in life doesn’t require me to stop living life or not write or be judged trying to prove my value online is so I don’t get hurt not about everyone or confusing my reality for something worse, as though I would give up on myself in life called things or not move on based on anything about my story shared not how to build trust or compassion or be mistreated for a medical condition is not what people want to hear, me being hurt and why, is not doing anyone a justice to get hurt or be taken off meds deal with symptoms anything I should be criticized for or accuse me of being something I am not, or be judged for the voices I get, is not the solution to reinforce what he said and pretend I’m delusional or be excluded from life as though I don’t get something about being hurt I’m doing my best to move forward, not the person damaged or untreated not complaining or bothering or sharing a perspective in life considerate of everyone, a life worth defending against voices is not what blogging is for or stats or a later analysis of life overall not willing to be hurt or blamed as though my position in life and hard work is not failing anyone in life or deserving of mistreatment is not the solution for me to collapsed or be blamed as though I did something wrong or should continue to be called stuff he said.