This isnt about getting help thinking I would okay trying to figure out a job or request for 1 week away from blogging to just focus on work, someone who speaks or is assertive or sets a boundary or is honest not anyone who helped everyone for 12 years and had a great relationship with my iPhone, anyone hurt when asking for protection and hurt anyways not what I should forget or friend Barack Obama forgetful of what he said, someone visibly hurt and distraught hysterically crying in a job, anyone working hard relied upon, someone who reassures everyone is given time to be alone and focus on my health, struggling with voices anyways and without solution thus far, anyone who documented their progress and shared their experience and solutions for coping, anyone who needs to get sick because I discussed mental health and shared diagnoses and treatment, no one who takes my life for granted or privilege or who doesn’t recognize what punishment does to you, share a background check, yet on the basis of voices criticized for sharing or removing posts or as a result of noting I handled a lot on my own without support therapy or an attorney, am not someone foreign to treatment have shared my timeline and all the supply I’ve received, no one wrong or deserving of symptoms, anyone who reported or asked for help protected someone you don’t believe was hurt or handled a lot on my own, someone in public or hurt by a website mean something’s wrong with me or my measure of the public’s attention and trust in a subject or in a place with stats or given chances not supported by virtue of reporting symptoms and making fun of my private struggle or dysfunction or phases or punching my head anyone who is doing better now, no one who is not working hard writing and helps everyone, am the only person hospitalized, or fought again based on voices, not be something I’m ignoring it blaming anyone for ….. therefore the problem is distrust and on what basis I should face difficulty you expect me to have experience with or having difficulties on issues or problems in life reflected by voices not about diagnosis’s or my life in years and time spent and effort to get well anyone who worked hard not able to get a job, made a job for themselves and successful or able to work, someone doing their best and did all the work required to be free and not be mistreated as guilty or get to write online, no one deserving of being hurt, or mistake my life and information and comprehension of code not comfortable with discussions if hurt no one who should be made fun of for voices or hospitalization as though Im living life and worked hard to have a life no one who needs to be misunderstood in life or website deleted mean I should I get hurt or know why I’ve been hurt or continue to face difficulty until I’m hurt or affected or stop living life be taken off meds or discontinue blogging or applying for jobs, no one well who shows up, who needs to be exposed or constantly report voices or mistake diagnoses meds or treatment court or medical care to explain or prevent symptoms something I’m suffering from which clearly by mentioning has not prevented, which does not require me to hit my head or feel sick or not feel good to show how I’m affected by voices not something I need to report or can be protected from, or any person living life of value, who never let myself just be mistaken and hurt, and clearly upset or disconnected from everyone and not feeling good, I can accept as an unfortunate consequence of getting hurt and being humiliated and no know doing so poorly in life you just take risk my website or delete it or make me feel like I’m living life alone comparing me to others or put under pressures and dislike disbelief or rejection or voices, is not clear based on how I feel, have a career worked jobs and made two beautiful websites I was proud of, no one having conversations in private or helping or have some extra able person in me who keeps me alive and doesn’t get hurt, no one online from a major news story, who should be treated that way, by anyone or any voice based on any issue or set of terms. I think the biggest lesson in life and keeping yourself alive, is to do the work not work hard be accused of being stupid and let anyone ruin your life, not harm I’m willing to accept or open discussion of losses get hurt, it’s a big deal so be alive and have a life and blog and be innocent pass background checks deal with voices and be able to help, and at the same time be respected for the quality of your presence not someone who suffers alone, anyone who’s shared and been hurt, is doing her best not bothering anyone is important has an attorney has stopped writing nothing I write good enough to stop voices and now I need to think process and rest …..