To be clear I’m not ignoring symptoms or anyone who is not doing their best to address all or reconnect someone who needs to be exposed or have stuff on me or be embarrassed or needs to be hurt, or called things that cannot be proven, stuff I’ve written about unhelpful or mature or concerning, difficult, or challenging, no one who is doing well and reconnects, trying to move forward, someone who also needs to constantly suffer or have symptoms to separate me from everyone else or be excluded on the basis of what’s been said so far, before, or after, now anyone who is not working hard and sober to be able to write, no one defensive or hurtful to harmful opinions made in public, a person who needs to be held up or put under pressure or needs to get voices to make anyone think I’m sick for the sake of being observed when voices occur and just let me get hurt, or expect for symptoms to go away, a conflict, serious to my health and life, not the worry or concern or a problem to everyone else at this time anyone you accuse of not thinking of everyone or reconnecting as chances in life to not be put out down lend a hand, a person who collapsed doing her best, not my fault.

I don’t know how to discuss different voices or terms or negative attitudes upsets or anger or the kind of sickness I feel when I hear sick words wonder what reality is for or anyone who doesn’t think about life and their sense of peace a person who needs to be disturbed or challenged anyone who has it easy in life or some place better not willing to help or has suffered not someone online, you consider sick or decide to expose and call sick the kind of woman who just die and disappear or lose or remove themselves from life anyone who worked hard to have a life who is helping everyone no one who can’t handle reality or feedback a person with a human body and sense of understanding in life, on a level, and taken off meds, not someone who needs to get hurt mistaken trying to teach a lesson in life on value or mental health and treatment options, someone not believed you expect an investigator or constant solution from anyone hurt, who does not have the energy funds and time to relive life or write an email or make a new website no one changed or hurt, someone who is not who they are online, not the problem of me giving up not self harm not call 911 or blog or discuss openly something that happened months ago reporting, no one keeping secrets or hiding anything including symptoms, a sense of wellness occurring privately or more solution or place in life, anyone who can afford to get hurt and not be protected from harm, no one who is sick or hurting anyone or needs to be called stuff brought up online anyone ignoring it guilty or having problems you expect to be solved or declare a writing as triggering or giving permission to voices not me who is failing or unfit to help or work and apply for jobs, no one who’s feelings needs to be hurt or be scared to death or someone you accuse of giving up for the sake of not caring about me and just let voices get worse or just let me get attacked or called stuff or have symptoms I can’t prove just to make me look stupid and have disdain or be unforgiving or not appreciative of my stats give excuse to voices, no one loving life to their best of their ability doing anything wrong period or needs an attorney or emails or write in public or bring up court, someone you expect to live life and accuse of delusion or diagnosis no one’s right to exclude or reject me from code and life in general say horrible things so that I get shot or hurt or found or beat up, lucky to be alive no one who is known or loved instantly safe or suddenly has faith, anyone going through a lot is not a privilege wellness or moving forward or a step back in life, to discuss and get hurt and that’s still not the solution and it continues, no one alive to lose everything in life, no one who deserves to be attacked by sick angry voices unhappy upset or be judged for removing posts and discontinue discussion, not the solution to ruin my life and my blogs an outlet to talk to voices is not the solution to being hurt and damaging.