Life is not a game you should just get hurt for no reason, doing your best recovered and working hard, something about you to be judged or exposed not true defamatory and endangering to my well being and heath is not helpful to everyone as a whole compressing life and the meaning of patriotism or world peace on a level that something I’ve discussed and been treated for struggled with is something I can accept as a repercussion of having been hurt and something I can deal with privately, not confuse my audience and get hurt again and again anyone who asks for help to not receive death threats or exposure, not something I deserve in life or says anything about who I am as a person or what I can or can’t handle in life compared to anyone else something I’m willing to go through on a bigger level to my entire my audience ….. or experience again and again is then something I requested protection from harm, how I’ve been harmed, and discussion only shows the damage to my mental health reputation and sense of peace and moving forward constantly disturbed and disrupted by terms I’m not responsible for being hurt for, is not how to treat a human being or view writing and consider everyone and what the standard is or a sense of code nothing that everyone gets that anyone should be convinced I don’t get, how you treat a person who’s been hurt, is hurtful damaging and traumatizing and difficult not anything I’m making up or should just get used to it be forced to accept the kind of temperament or threat posed to me as a result of anything reported and prosecuted, the person protected, not the person who based on my writing, is not measuring up or less than or anyone you judge as just ending up sick for no reason, be judged, that’s how defamation hurts, it forgets who you are, and just decides to make everyone think something, based on how your hurt, not what justifies bullying or makes anything true or just, not helping anyone to get hurt, the whole point of public opinion, not something they believe or by words just let anyone decide that everyone should think this now and exclude you from what everyone thinks how you treat someone in life, not deserved.