I’m sorry for what happened to me. But mental health is not a game and recovery is not guaranteed or happening in an instant. Based on my understanding of myself health “bipolar is not contagious.” So no matter where I fall in spectrum of diagnosis or how “voices” as assessed. It’s not anyone’s job to judge me or by look at me or changing me end up anyone disabled or accused of having a medical condition my fault. I think is the worst thing that could happen to me in life, would be to have made it this far in life, and get hurt based on whether or not I deserve to be well or question whether I’ve done the work processing writing to SCOTUS someone mistaken for a game or is expected to change or live differently no one trying to be successful online or in life able to work, someone who’s managed their health overtime on meds, something shared or anything important to say not known any excuse for disadvantage or punishment is not what court is for or getting hurt means like I’m supposed to just deal with things or mental health issues later in life or worse symptoms not worth sharing or talking to anyone in a place I need to take care of myself no one who is different, difficult, or speaks differently, based on who her audience is or who she’s texting someone supported with a life and in treatment who is public online who is not comfortable discussing certain things or sharing her story, not someone who is too late or working hard or anyone you mistake as doing well or being unprofessional with a job someone on their own with no support in therapy, anyone not well or disappointing anyone on a large level coming from a big story, no one bothering anyone to worry for me, considerate of everyone’s time, shared I was hospitalized, no one missing or not there or in a job, expecting for things to work out, no one who needs to apologize for hearing voices on breaks, anyone who gives up, battling something not their fault, no one from a story who is in a game or needs to be mistreated on any basis someone who did her best and got a job and got hurt and is still suffering from terms, an unfair assessment of my all the work I’ve completed helping others not justified, why would I get voices in my late 30s bullied, or get hurt for no reason, anyone who worked hard and was successful makes a good impression and is a real person with a real life and a private story, anyone who should be mistreated as though everyone knows me and I’m supposed to get hurt can’t figure out a solution for a problem caused by another’s persons disrespect, no one who is working hard, someone who has helped, anyone who’s life you expect to be ruined or health affected something that says I don’t get life or understand life on a level that anyone would openly accuse me of being hurtful hurting me, be supported and told to block or ignore this person, anyone living life trying to get anyone to believe me or disrespect my mental health and story mistake my work product of Instagram or life for something else. It’s not me who’s delusional or lost or needs to get hurt for no reason, anyone online who helps others, hurt by something no one cares shoot or believes or know how or why, my mental health that should be judged, or something studied as though I’m going through something anyone in my audience fan or stats should say something about my content I should just change or fix or do something or “overcome” or “handle” a difficulty in public, not the solution.